birthday wish list

every year, before i celebrate my birthday, i will list down things that i want for my birthday.. whether i get what i want is a different matter.. so here are the list that i want for my birthday

1. Blackberry Torch
2. Ipod Iphone
3. A set collection of Ken Hirai's album
   
4. a Kitten (upon approval from my Housemates)
5. Nike shoes, the green and yellow one
6. a great body :P
7. PSP

errr.. basically only that kot.. coz now im not sure wat else i want coz i will get things i want sooner or later :P

trust

i have an issue when it comes to trusting people. i think, wherever u go, or whatever u do, it is for yourself only. when i trusted people and they betrayed my trust, i have no one to blame but myself. i shouldnt have put so much trust on people.

but the problem with me, is that i dun have a reason for not trusting them, but of course after they betrayed the trust i gave them, i wont believe them anymore.

now im taking full responsible for the mistake that i made. yeahh of course people will tell me to blame them (those who lied to me) but what can i do? if i call them up, definitely they will deny everything.

so after this, i will be very cautious and everything is for me, myself, alone.

sigh~

the saddest thing i could remember so far is YESTERDAY.. i just found out that i completed my studies, and yet, i dun have someone i can share this with and someone that will hug me and say, congratulation baby, u did it...!! and give me a kiss of congratulation and then tell me that they will be there when im having my convocation :) ohh it just a wishful thinking

sigh..~

the Platinum Rules

Why you shouldn't date people

Steps 1: Attraction - This is how you met people, because of the attraction, you being attracted with either the same sex or the opposite sex.

Steps 2: Bargaining -The topic that you need to talk with the people since they will be too close to them

Steps 3: Submission - It shows everyone falling for the person that they are doing things with.

Steps 4: Perks - The benefit you'll gonna get when you're going out with someone

Steps 5: Tipping point - The climax of the 'date'

Steps 6: Purgatory - Any condition or place of temporary punishment, suffering, expiation, or the like, after you went through the 'tipping point' stage

Steps 7: Confrontation - After a while you will need to confront with those people explaining that this relationship should end

Steps 8: Fallout - the consequence after the confrontation (either the other people can take it well or can't handle it well)

But, looking back at the platinum rule, I think there's a 9th Step. We'll call it COEXISTENCE. It's the moment you realize that all that anger and resentment just isn't useful. And you start to let go of it. And move on with your life. It just takes a while." It shows the groups of people co-existing in the world.

taking advise from How I Met Your Mother

friends

its been a while i havent update my bloggie.. and today is the last day im in malacca, great and i miss my bestie frens already :)

goodbye

only 1 person can make me a headache and i can have hypertension because of her. FINALLY i deleted her..

sigh~ wat to do. its better like this..

now my mind can be at ease... the past is the past and as usual, i wont turn back anymore

say what?

many people doubted me, they think im incapable of doing anything. my voices, my opinons, my suggestion, they take it lightly. u can say im unheard. even some of members of my family think that im incapable of doing anything.

but i dun take them seriously. i know what im doing and im very sure of what i am doing.

but the funny thing is, every single words i told them, turns to gold. it means that, wat im saying is right. im not bragging myself, but i see how foolish people can be. they said bad things behind my back, but at the same time, they use my words for their benefit.

aaahhhhh.. the world is getting uglier. i know that. but i kinda like it this way. coz if you cannot survive, then you're dead. only the strong win. but then again, only the smarter knows how to be strong.

i wasnt born with good looks, or having an intelligent mind, or having the strongest body. but i think im smart in certain ways. i know when to start some, when to stop, and when to be greedy.

many people underestimated me, just because im a laid back person, doesnt mean i do not know whats happening around me. i do. but i just dun bother bout it. but if they make a fuss in my territory, then they'll know how fierce i can be. i dun show my act, i'll gonna do it slowly without any sympathy.

soon. and soon when im capable of doing things on my own, i mean when im working, i'll just proceed my plan. i have lots of things in mind that i wanna do. im gonna make them beg for me, and trust me, when i hate someone so badly, im gonna make sure they wont receive any good treats from me. and thats my promise..

Megan Fox

im in love with Megan Fox coz she's HOT... HOT.. HOT...!! now, here's Top 9 best quotes by Megan Fox which i like..

1. Golden Globes, January 2009: "I am pretty sure I'm a doppelgänger for Alan Alda. I'm a tranny. I'm a man."
2. FHM, June 2007: "I forget to flush the toilet. Friends will tell me, 'Megan, you totally pinched a loaf in my toilet and didn't flush.'
3. GQ, September 2008: "Olivia Wilde is so sexy, she makes me want to strangle a mountain ox with my bare hands."
4. New York Post, November 2008: "I'm obsessed with [Zac Efron]. What you don't know is that Zac and I are the same person. It's like Janet and Michael [Jackson]. We are the same person."
5. Esquire, May 2009: "Let me tell you what it's really about. High School Musical is about this group of boys who are all being molested by the basketball coach, who is Zac Efron's dad. It's about them struggling to cope with this molestation. And they have these little girlfriends, who are their beards. Oh, and somehow there's music involved."
6. GQ, October 2008: "If you eat Chinese food, your farts come out like Chinese food. If you eat Mexican food, your farts come out like Mexican food. And milk, it's like—you can smell the warmth in the fart."
7. Comic-Con, July 2009: "I would eat Rob Pattinson so that I could steal some of that pretty. I wanna be pretty like he's pretty. I want that James Dean, that sexy-ass hair."
8. Esquire, May 2009: "I have no question in my mind about being bisexual. But I'm also a hypocrite: I would never date a girl who was bisexual, because that means they also sleep with men, and men are so dirty that I'd never want to sleep with a girl who had slept with a man."
9. GQ, June 2009: "When you think about it [actors are] kind of prostitutes. Other people are paying to watch us kissing someone, touching someone...It's really kind of gross."

i want i want i want

craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaving for black jacket and it only cost ya rm150.00 but where to find money ya :P

kisah si arkitek dan si lawyer

kalau arkitek couple dengan lawyer.. boleh jadi ka? takde masalah kot. arkitek membina, si lawyer mengawal. tapi apa yg arkitek boleh bina? si arkitek boleh membina rumah untuk si lawyer. dan agak agak kalau mereka gaduh, si lawyer boleh laa menjual rumah itu kan.. :P hehehehe

tapi apa yg si lawyer mampu beri kepada si arkitek? si lawyer hanya mampu memberikan kata kata yg indah kepada si arkitek. tapi setakat kata kata, boleh kah menjamin kebahagiaan? haaaa sbb itu laa si lawyer kena membuat perjanjian hitam putih.. waaaaa gheetooo kata nya.

anyway, tak kisah laaa.. arkitek pon arkitek laaa.. yg penting, sama sama happy ..

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