weekends..

huhuhu im sick since friday.. urghh.. maybe coz i miss u sooo much.. huhuhu and im sickk waaaaaaa...!! just stay at home, sleeping all day long.. huhuhu and today is my dad birthday, happy birthday to you dad. sorry didnt buy u anything coz im broke.. huhuh still sick.. im going back tomoro morning.. huhuhu
i missssssss u soOOo muchhhh....! baby come back to me..!! love u soOOo much..

relief..

im so relief to hear that u arrived safely in kedah.. all i can do now is wait for u..

love..

waaaaaaaaaaa... im gonna miss u very much..!! i wanna follow you to kedahhhhhh..!! love, i miss u like hell.. huhuhuhu. love, if its true laa there's no connection or coverage over there, how am i suppose to call u? huhuuhuh i wanna talk to u every single day.. huhuhu im gonna miss u.. i know right now u're on ur way to kedah, but i really wanna accompany u.. i dun wanna let u go there alone..!! huhuhhuuh i dun care if i had to walk 45 minute to reach ur kampung, im willing to do that.. huhuhu dun stay there for a long time ya.. coz i'll be missing u like crazy..

thank you..

sayang, thank you for telling me wat to do and wat not to do.. i will keep that in mind.. i'll do anything for you.. cause i love u sooOo much.. i really do..

fake..

(sigh).. everywhere i go i saw fake people. trying to be nice but actually not.. aren't they tired being fake all the time.? i know its none of my business but i feel pity for those who being told lie by these fake people.. sometimes i want to jump into their conversation and tell them "NO..! its a lie..! Dun believe every word he/she said.. I know the truth.." (sigh).... but i cant do that. its like i wanna show off. thats not me. im a lay low type of person.. but sometimes being modest is hard.
should i tell them the truth..? but by telling the truth will hurt and cause more complicate to things that already complicated.. well watever laaa im trying hard not to think of it.. and yeah man, u are so self-destruct and i likeeeeeeeee... BooOoooyyaaahhhhhHHhhh...!!

sigh

people just dun understand me and i hate when they expect me to understand them all the time.. im tired.. im tired of understanding other people. why cant they understand my feelings.. life is full of surprises.. and im tired of it

kring .. kring..

i got new alarm clock.. hehehe baby blue in colour.. got ultraman picture some more :P

there's a moment..

there's a time when we need to be alone, and there's a time when we need someone to be by our side.. thank god i found that moment.. each time when im around u, i felt so warm and needed.. miss u already.. cant wait to meet u again. thax for giving me a good memories..

3rd day fasting..

yesterday, i arrived kl from malacca.. abang fuad and abang hyqcarl fetch me in hentian serdang, then we went to zerri's house to break our fast.. bloody damn full. 12 bungkus nasi lemak, 3 pieces of karipap, 2 pudding (i think coz it looks like pudding), 3 samosa, 2 nasi pulut, 1 green kuih, 1 roti john, and kurma just for the 4 of us.. huhuhuh
after buka, we went to uptown, my 1st time there, hyqcarl got me an alarm clock which i really needed.. hehehe thax luv u.. muahhh muahhh muahhh.. hehehe. we went jalan jalan there till 2am.. huhuhu damn tired.. finish jalan jalan there, they send me back to my most dwarf best fren huhuh RUZAIDEe... upon reaching his place, i str8 away on my laptop and watched movies that i borrowed from zerri earlier on. i borrowed 3 movie, kuntilanak, final destination 1, and a murder case .. by the way, huhuu cant watch kuntilanak laaaa and a murder case?? i was cheated by the cover of the cd. the cover shows something like vampire or dracula but the story is actually bout stupid people who killed children just to eat their lungs or something like that.. not scary at all and bOOoo yaaaa.. BORING..!! oh oh but final destination was ok.. i prefer the 2nd one. much more realistic.
ok finish watching those 3 movies, it didnt ends there, i continue watching another 2 movie which is the simppppppppson.. and blacksheep. i love the simpson family. huhuhu damn funny laaa. morale of the story in the simpson, dun be a father like Homer.. wat a LOSER but still got good things bout him.. FINALLY he realize that family is important.. well good for u Homer. and for blacksheep.. huhuhh i dun recommend anyone to watch this kind of movie.. CRAP..!!! lucky im not a big fan of sheep.. im a vege lover.. hehehehe
ok i finish watching that movie till 6am and i forgot bout my sahur.. huhuhuhu but still ok coz i had nite snack with abang hyqcarl, abang fuad and zerrie at 1am just now.. so ok laaa.. huhuhuh but thirsty laa...
ok wanna get ready now. going to times square to buy books at the boarders.. huhhuuhuu

who's being selfish now?

huh just leave all the things to me and lynn.. guys come on.. u guys should know never abandone ur group mate.. lynn has no problem but its a big deal for me. i dun leave my fren ok.. never will. but huh kinda disappointed with u guys..
dun dare say u guys hav problem.. all of us have problem. only we didnt show it. u guys just leave it everything to us. without no explanation and all..?? come on laaa.. is this one way to show how great fren u are.. ?? think bout it.. who's being selfish now? u guys might say im making a big deal of this, hey im thinking bout the future, not the present. well u guys a big enough to think wats the best for u guys.. i personally dun like a fren who dumped a fren with no reason..
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...!!! how embarrased i am facing mr. Aqiel today..!!