Saturday, March 15, 2008

the act of the day

saya nk masak sambal udang.. huhuhuhuh

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

blahh blahhh blankk

hujan oh hujan kenapa engkau turun, macam mana aku tak turun, katak panggil aku..

haihhhhh tu laaaa lagu yg terngiang ngiang dlm telinga beli hari hujan.. huhhuhh hujan da turun utk beberapa hari.. ni demam pon sebab hujan kot.. but i tak salahkan hujan, kerana hujan mmg satu rahmat dari Tuhan..

huhuhuh adehhh masa kita sakit laaa kita akan tau saper kawan2 kita kan :) takpe takpe.. ada ubi ada batas ada hari sudah pasti ku balas.. heheheeh best ke jadi pendendam?

:P kalau sesaper perasan, ni da kali ke-3 aku tulis blog dlm bahasa melayu.. tapi takpe laaa..

tadi lynn belanja makan.. kenyang perut.. heheheh k laa malas nk tulis lagi..

p/s : huh ada org kekwat ngan aku, takpe, nanti aku kekwat dengan ko balik

Monday, March 10, 2008

benci bila demam

sangat bosan bila kita demam and takde orang nak jaga kita.. huhuhuhu terutama bila kita tak punya sesaper buat masa ini... huhuhuhuh masalahnya, ada ke org jaga kita kalau kita tgh bercouple? huhuhuhu semuanya kena buat sendiri.. masa demam ni laaa kita akan terpikir, alamak naper laaa kita tak buat menda ni ni and ni masa kita sihat..

huhuhuu tapi masa sihat pon, kita tak buat apa apa.. so kena demam ke tak ke, sama je kot. wahahahaha tapi yg tak best bila kita demam, hingus akan mengalir je.. adehhhh exam ari khamis, tapi ni tgh demam.. camna nak amik exam nie

mereka berkata, demam ni rahmat dari tuhan agar kita bermuhasabah diri. ya masa ini laaa teringat kat mak, nak bermanja manja dengan mak, nak suruh mak beli bubur ayam mcD.. huhuhuhuh

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

memories... remain

as i read this one thread, about those who was born on the 80's, and the things that we do when we were kids, really make me smile. ok i was born on 1985. i attend kindergarden when i was 6 years old and that time, it was on 1991. i remembered, when i was a kid, i dunno how to expose myself. coz i feel like im in my own world. i'm afraid to be fren wit other kids, cause at that time, my dad works wit the POS, and each time he send me to kindergarden using his old scooter really embarassed me :P sorry dad, i was young at that time.

let just say, im a quiet kid during kindergarden, i dun hav much frens. i feel isolated from other fren. but i still remember the kid who sat next to me in kindergarden. his name is abdullah. u know, since i was a little, i spend most of my time at home. alone. mom and dad works, it just early in the morning, dad send me to kindergarden, and fetch me in the afternoon, everday. after fetch me, he went to work. so my life can be said a little bit boring. nothing special during my kindergarden laaa :(

1992 to 1997 i went to primary school, Sek Rendah Tunku Mahmood 2. my life school is still the same. boring. seriusly. im not a popular kid in school. im not good in sports, everage in study, and very to myself a lot. i pretty much hate in primary. urghhhhh i wish i dun see this people again. during school, i hav few frens. let me recall their names, ermmm i remember fadli, aznor, safuan, i think thats it kot. huhuhhhuhu seriusly, i hate primary school. so sad ehh but i do mix around wit the kids in my taman, we played softball, catching fish near the longkang2 (hey i was small), stealing stuff (yup i was a naughty boy), cycling here and there and came back home late, skipping school, and stuff. and i remembered being whipp by my dad huhhuhuhu for doing bad stuff. i played marbles wit my fren in front of my house and etc..


differs from primary, i pretty much like to attend my secondary school. my school is not an elite school nor the smartest school in town. but it is well known for sports. but most importantly, my school was being labelled as one of the top 3 gangster school in the district. and till now i wonder why. all my life, i really enjoyed my secondary school. here, i met lots of fren which till now, i believe if i meet them, they would still remember me as their fren.

i attended secondary school from 1998 till 2003. my school name is SMK Taman Kluang Barat. here i can tell u this, i have lots of fren. let me name them ya, johan, didie, hani, mesrani, aznor, hafizan, hafiz, azlin (besor), azlizawati (mamak), mahesh, azridah & azriha (the twins), safiah, norazuan, and many more. i quite like secondary school because, im kinda popular :P in school.

i was the prefect and librarian at the same time, im active in debates, i joint the swimming team, i was on the hocky team under 17 (that was when i was 15), i joint the drama team and many more. let just say im quite active and attractive when i was in high school. hehehehe seriusly :P

what i wanna share wit u guys is that, althou im 23 now, i still cherrish the memory i had in high school. it was fun and lots of drama as well. oh oh i remembered when i was in form 4, i almost get caught for sharing/producing/ dealing wit sex stuff like porno stories, pic and gossip and vcd and all wit my partner in crime at that moment,joe. hahahahaha but the best part is that since im a prefect, i always helped my fren from getting caught in any act they did. u can say, im a rebelious prefect in school. when i was form 4, i decided to resign from being the prefect. the dicipline teacher asked me why i wanna quit from being a prefect. my reason, prefect are boring and they do a lot of work which sometimes i hate. yup i told him that. and the best part i like during my senior time in school, is arguing with the caunselor in school. till now i dun believe in any caunselor. they are just CRAP and cannot be trusted..!!

oh yeah, wat im so pround of my fren till now is that, althou we studied in a school that are being labelled as the gangster's school in the district, we managed to prove to our fren who studied in the smartest school so called, that hey WE MANAGE TO STUDY TILL UNIVERSITY, SUCKER...!! hahahahaha tu laa understimate us lagi.. hehehehe.. oOOo how i wish i can tell them str8 to their faces that hey im a future lawyer.. hahahahahaha

*sigh... how i wish i can meet up wit my fren again.. really miss them

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

SLUT and NAUGHTY

oh man... duhhhhhhhhhhhhhh does anyone know wat is SLUT and NAUGHTY is? oh come on.. just because u being a naughty doesnt mean u are a slut too.. halloOOOoo .. wake up people...!! there's a differences between SLUT and NAUGHTY..!!

ok i admit, im being too naughty already. but all i do is wanna hav fun. i dun simply do sex with people.. duhhhhhhh its good being naughty. i mean, people wanna get to know me, so i open up too them. i just being goofy, fun, a little bit sarcastic and fun and thats why people like me.. but it seems, some people are getting wrong bout me. they said i rub people's back on purpose for my own benefit like i wanna show off or something

it wasnt my fault if they think somethings else is happening between us. i didnt rub they wrongly. i told them, im just being naughty to them and not more than that. YUP, i told that to their face before im getting naughty with them..

my rules are simple. i asked them, can i be naughty with them? if they said cannot, i wont be naughty wit them. but normally they said yes, i can be naughty with them. and is it my fault if i said NO when they wanna hav sex? hallo, READ MY LIPS.. JUST NAUGHTY NO SEX..!!

huh, some of my fren said im SLUT just because they see m befren with a lot of people, hanging out wit different people,.. im not saying they're jeleous of me but i cant see why they called me SLUT.. i did inform them that i just wanna be naughty wit this this this and this person. and as far as im concern, they know im just being naughty. that one i dun get it..???

ok let me tell u my defination of SLUT..

a SLUT is a person who will hav sex wit anyone he/she met. they dun intend to further any relationship but just wanna satiesfied their need. which is LUST. they dun care with whom they are with, where they are and simply said, anywhere, anytime at any place.

NAUGHTY: is when u just wanna have fun WITHOUT sex. i dun do those kind of fuckin fucking stuff. kissing is not a slut, its naughty. u whispering to their ears, telling them how seksi they are, u flirting wit them, but NO SEX.. that is naughty..

oh GOD..!! why cant they understand this simple words..!! urghhhhhhhhhhhh

ok so i am naughty, but that doesnt mean i am a playboy. i didnt hurt anyone's feelings. i asked people (that i like) whether i can be naughty with them or not, the catch is, im just being naughty but no sex involved. if they said yes i can, so im just being naughty je laaa..


well wat the heck. doesnt matter wat they think. i know wat im doing, and i never across that boarder. so technically i am not wrong, but morally, yes i am.. hahahaha

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

aiyaiyai... darn the good time in me

aiyaiyai... hahahah always wanted to say that words :P ok its been a while i havent blog.. am i? i guess coz my BELOVED fren CRYS (who actually forgot bout me for the prom *sob sob*) has change her blog.. alaaa normal laa kids.. they always change something new.. after this change me as fren la (*sob sob*) waaaaaaaaaaa.. dah laaa dun wanna sad bout people anymore...

oh yes mentioning sad bout people, im sure now some of my fren knew i broke up already.. but the fact is, i dun really sad bout it.. ok laa maybe for 2 or 3 days but now i feel relieve . i dunno why, maybe coz someone has approach me and open up my heart.. la la la la la dun wanna tell people who unless im ready bout it..

la la la la..my life has never been better (*sob sob* besides being forgotten by fren), untill last nite, i realize that i smile a lot these few weeks. hahahaha isnt that a good sign? i hav frens, who support me, i hav someone who i think care for me, i hav my dash and pappy who always play wit me (yeah i change my tortoise's name), and i have classes to attend.. i dun feel empty, (unless when i sleep alone laa i feel lonely), these things, makes me happy and smile all day long..

i realize that i have a busy life and doesnt have the time to think bout sad stuff. ok not that busy laa coz im online almost 24/7. but thats good right..??

oooOOoo hahaha this is the best part for me, the only side effect of i cutt off my previous relationship, is i became toOOoo NAUGHTY.. yes, its the truth, i just cant stop being the naughty boy.. and i guess people like it.. LoL..

spooky eh.. but dun worry, i'll stop naughty once im on relationship again, which i believe it will soon happen.. right know, im getting to know someone.. hehehhehe oh NO NO it is not a bounce relationship coz im soOoo over it wit my previous relationship. all i wanna do now is taking a slowly step to get to know this person.

ok wat else ya, ermmm oh i bought a racket squash.. LoL eh did i mention that on my previous blog? oh wat ever.. la la la la

ohh yes, only one thing that make me SAD now.. i LOST my vest..!!! PROM is just around the corner and i dunno wat to wear..!! DARN..!! huhhuhuuhuuu nevermind, i had to work out something else laaaa.. ok wanna take shhower. got class later on

p/s: my ex sayang, hehehehe if u read this, im glad we're still fren but u dun hav to worry bout me, im a big boy now (am i..??) and i can take care of myself.. expect the unexpeceted.. heheheheh

Thursday, February 21, 2008

people nowadays ar....

*sorry for those who terasa for wat im about to say*

so this morning i went back to my kampung to see wats going on after the funeral of my grandma. i didnt see they burried my grandma as my bus to BP is at 11 and they burried her around 10 30am

ok thats not wat im about to say.. wat im about to mention/say here is during the tahlil they did tonite.. its normal for muslim to hav a tahlil for those who hav passed away. during the tahlil, i sat next to my cousin. then one by one people came and shake our hands. and this is where the interesting part come.

as those people, the villagers came, they shake my hand. and wat im quite surprise is they way they shake (salam) my hands.. LoL some of them are like very cold. they are not shaking my hands properly, instead they just like touching the skin of ur hands and quicky pull up they hands.

oh come one people.. if u wanna shake others hand like that, better dun.. dun think u guys are the elders u guys can do watever u like to do.. that is so ARROGANT..!! and even during the tahlil, i saw few people actually sleep.. yes i mean SLEEP.. LoL..

if u guys wanna sleep then go back home laaa.. or maybe, the purpose u guys came to tahlil is just to have free food.. LOL..

honestly, i also feel tired and sleepy, yet i brave my eyes to open and finish the tahlil.. get over guys.. 1st u came and before the tahlil start, u keep on chatting wit ur fren, then during tahlil, u sleepm and after tahlil.. waaaaaaa so refresh ar.. COZ its EATING TIME..! LoL

ok so the morale of the story.. i dunno wat.. hahahahaha i just wanted to express my feelings here.. heheheh have a great day

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

why family is important

just now, my mom called me.. she said grandma has passed away this late afternoon. i was kinda shock and feel blank..

and after i hung up on my mom, i sat down on my bed and all the picture of my grandma came to my mind. althou im not that close to her, she's still my grandma and without my grandma, there wouldn't be my dad and there wouldn't be me..

and i was thinking... my dad lost his dad around less than 5 years ago, and now he lost his mom.. maybe its hard on him.. and someday im gonna through the same situation like my dad.. and i thought have i spend enough time with my family? frens? or loves one?

hav u guys ever thought of losing someone close to ur heart and realise u hav not spend enough time with them and its too late to realise it when the times comes? lucky for me, i still have another grandma (my mom side), and i really wanted to manja2 wit her but feel shy/ashamed to do so coz im 23 right now.. Does age matters to manja2 wit old people?

im still manja2 wit my mom althou im 23.. and i realise that althou i spend lots of time wit her, does this mean i hav fulfill my obligation as her child? i look at my photo album.. and i realised that there's plenty of pic of me and my fren but there's only few of pic of me and my family..

so is this mean im shy wit my family? guys, althou we love-hate our family, they are still our family. so i think we better cherrish them while we still can.. and one of my fren told me, since he and his siblings lost their parents, the bond between the sibling is not strong compare to while they have their parents..

for example, during raya or chinese new year or even xmass, why we go back home? its because we wanted to celebrate this holiday wit our parents.. but wat happen if our parents has gone away.. are we still gonna meet up our siblings like we used to? i dun think so cause in our mind, we wil set that we have our own life and maybe our own family and we're too busy with our new life and forgot bout our own brother and sister..

so wat im gonna do now is try to balance time between my family, frens and loves ones. no matter where we are, just keep in touch with them coz we never know when they gonna leave us and we might not listen to their voices again.. althou sometimes it annoys to hear ur mom or dad babling on u, we better appreciate it right now coz we might not hav the same chance again..

Monday, February 18, 2008

new room...

everyone keep on asking me, why the hell i choose red for my wall..?? red look so stress, makes one feel anger, too hot, not comfortable..
hey people..!! i choose wat i want in my room.. its not like u guys help me paint the wall.. duhhhhh i like red and white.. so what? DEAL wit it people.. plus. i think red is suits for me.. hahaha its good to have hot colours when u having sex.. feels like u are HOT right..?? hahahahaha






my bed







love this bed



my sacred stuff.. hahahaha


my final touch before i go to somewhere else

hahahaha i just love my room. this year, red hot.. next year deep BLUE sea.. hahahaha

cheers people

Sunday, February 17, 2008

la la la la naughty in me..?


*sigh* since i got new camera phone, i cant stop taking pic.. huhuhu and since i had a divorce, i cant stop myself from being naughty.. i mean REAL NAUGHTY boy..

a witty, sneaky, naughty devil me.

hahahahahha

*BUZZ OFF people if u think my page is too deceivefull to be watch/read.. i didnt ask u to read my blog so i'll will do way i wanna do.. *