semalam

semalam, saya dalam berada dalam keadaan di luar jangkaan,
saya berasa kekosongan,
tapi kepala saya terasa sangat berat,

saya tido awal,

bangun jam 2am pagi, tiada siapa di sebelah saya,
cuaca pon sejak kebelakangan ni sejuk sangat,
lalu saya bangun menuju ke lapi saya, dan online,

tiada siapa pon yg online,
lalu saya membuka satu website ini,
saya nonton, dan gelak seorang diri,

The Nanny,
pengubat hati kekosongan saya,
melihat kan telatah Fran Fine dan Mr. Sheffield,
membuat kan saya teringat sesuatu,

tapi .......

when i...

when im in a depressed mode, i need someone to consult me,
when im all alone, i need someone to be there for me,
when im sick, i need someone to take care of me,
when im fall, i need someone to holds me,

but is it possible to wish something like that? and when i walked along the road of sadness, there will no turning back as i dun wish to look back. let my heart carried away by this lonely feelings.

so done

Seems like just yesterday

You were a part of me

I used to stand so tall

I used to be so strong

Your arms around me tight

Everything it felt so right

Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong

Now I can't breathe

No I can't sleep

I'm barely hanging on

Here I am Once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it

Can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up deep inside

But you won't get to see those tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything

Opened up and let you in

You made me feel alright for once in my life

Now all that's left of me

Is what I pretend to be

So together but so broken up inside

Cause I can't breathe

No, I can't sleep

I'm barely hanging on

Here I am Once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it

Can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up deep inside

But you won't get to see those tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out

For hating you, I blame myself

Just seeing you it kills me now

Now I don't cry On the outside... anymore!!!

Here I am Once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it

Can't pretend Just thought you were the one

Broken up deep inside

But you won't get to see those tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am Once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it

Can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up deep inside

But you won't get to see those tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

had enough

sha la la la~ wont bother bout other people (hahahaha dunno how many times i said this) but period. stop..!! no more..!! die die die..!! haahaha watever happen happen

special ka??

ada org kata aku nie special.. tapi special ka aku nie? aku pon pelik sbb aku tak rasa diri aku special. biasa biasa je. dah laa jahat, blur, nakal plak tu, tak pernah dengar cakap, suka bebel, tu ciri ciri special ke? biasa je kot.
ermmm mungkin sbb aku ni jenis carefree kot. jenis yg nampak relax, takde masalah, suka buat hal sendiri. tapi ntah laa..
lantak laa kalau org kata aku special. tapi aku rasa diri aku special sbb aku rasa someday nanti aku akan jadi org yg penting utk negara. hahahahaha cita cita nie...!!

may be...

yeah i was thinking why im always num 2 when it comes in a relationship... may be its because of my life.. im living in a fast life. i mean, im always on the go, and hip, and active. may be some people are afraid that they might not catch up with me or cope up with my life.

some people think im a very demanding person and living in luxurious. but the truth is, im living in a simple life but i made it looks like its worth it.

im always on the go, it mean that im always up to something. i dun like to sit at home doing nothing. i like to do watever i wanna do while i still can.

but if people think i dun worth to be with them, well screwed them coz i know wat im capable of. anyway, i like having a life like this. its enjoying.

things i dont like to see

1. orang yang tak pandai beratur masa kat LRT/Monorail/Komuter (bodoh ke tak nampak line sila beratur)
2. orang yang cakap kuat kuat masa dlm lrt.. hey bongok nak gosip pi balik umah
3. orang yang berbau dlm lrt... bawak ar perfume ke mana jua anda berada macam aku nie.
4. orang yang perasan bagus... apa jeling2.. ko ingat aku tgok ko sbb ko cantik ke?????
5. apabila aku menjadi orang-2.. asyik num 2 je.. bila nk jadi num 1 nie?????
6. apabila orang itu terlebih knowledge.. aiyoyo kalau cakap menda betul takpe, jangan main bedal je
7. ORANG YANG SELALU TAK ON TIME..!! kalau da lambat tu, tak paham2 inform awal2?
8. orang yang asyik main miss call je.. ADOI..!! harap hp je canggih.. pakai r bil

New Phone, New Life, New Beginning

i've got new phone.. a "fren" of mine, hehehehe bought my new phone from UK.. i was so excited when i got this new phone. a simple brief of my new phone

Samsung Tocco Lite (S5230) announced in the UK

Samsung Tocco Lite is the latest full-touch handset to be announced by Samsung for the UK market. Unfortunately, the phone does not have 3G connectivity, but that’s why it will be offered for an “ultra competitive” price. The Tocco Lite is actually Samsung S5230, the handset we saw back in March alongside the Samsung S5600. The different moniker is used by Samsung due to the fact that its Tocco brand has become quite popular in the UK (the F480 and the UltraTouch S8300 are sold under this brand).

The features of Tocco Lite include:

• Quad-band GSM/GPRS/EDGE connectivity
• 3 inch TFT touchscreen display with 262K color and 240 x 400 pixels
• TouchWiz UI
• Accelerometer
• Facebook, MySpace and YouTube widgets
• Bluetooth 2.1
• Samsung DNSe 2.0 music technology
• FM Radio with RDS
• 3.2 MP camera
• 50 MB of built-in memory
• microSD card support, up to 8 GB
• 104 x 53 x 11.9 mm

Samsung Tocco Lite / S5230 will be available in the UK starting May.

raya situation

when u wake, first thing in mind, wat time is the raya prayer? then taking shower, and get ready. after getting ready, with the cloth on, wearing baju melayu/kurung cantik cantik, then having breakfast with family.

oOOo shit, got stain on shirt. damn..!! panic panic..!! then asked mom wat to do..?? wat to do?? huhuhhu raya prayer is almost start..!! huhuhuh

oh shit..!! need to send sister in law to cemetery, she want to visit her late son. aiyaya.. nevermind, send her first, mom trying to fix the stain on my baju melayu. huhuhuhhu
ok returned back home, waaaaaaaa...! lucky mom can clean the stain. yes.. wat?? raya prayer almost start?? argued with dad where to pray huhuhuh.. dad ride bicycle while im driving.. huh lets see who's arrive first. wahahahahhaha

at the mosque, look around, see other people wearing the baju melayu. waaaaaa is anyone shirt prettier than me? does their sampin match with their baju melayu? wahahahaha

finish prayer, went back home, str8 away online FB. playing the restaurant city game :P while waiting people to come over to my place for marhaban, after that, we whole family gather gather together and ask forgiveness. hope mom, dad, and big bro gonna give me duit raya coz i really really need it.. huuhuuhuhuu

ok till next time.. buh bye

take a guess

guess which one resemble me the most??