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i just dunno wat to do...


help me... i feel ackward

jb jb jb

weekend lepas, aku pergi melawat kawan2 aku kat jb, maka aku tumpang la si rumah azuan (bukan nama sebenar) kat jb. rumah dia majide. Tujuan aku g jb, bukan apa, bukan nk jumpa skandal ke apa ke, cuma nak melawat kawan aku di jb je.


setiba nya aku kat jb, si azuan nie pon amik aku, dia datang dengan karen (bukan nama sebenar), amik aku kat hentian larkin, pastu ajak aku g makan kat mana ntah. kat kedai makan tu, jumpa plakkk si kak mya, mona dan kawan nya. lepas tu, kitaorg lepak2 kat karaoke diva. heheheh karaoke lagi, ari tu baru je g karaoke kat redbox :P Diva ni, ada 2 cawangan je, satu kat jb, satu lagi kat shah alam, ni tempat kerja mona.


balik dari karaoke, kul 2 30am, aku balik si umah azuan. haaa sampai sampai je umah je, terjumpa plaaaaaaaaaaaaaakk Ratu Propa yg bernama samaran Orang Baru (dia ni propa tak konfiden so TL), terkejut si OB nie nampak aku. hehehehhe ada kisahhhh dengan si OB nie, kang aku citer ya. pastu tak sampai 5 minit kat umah azuan, kak mya dan karen call, ajak makan kat Danga Bay kata nya. so lepas letak barang2 semua, teruuuuuuuuuuuss ke Danga Bay,


aiyoooo makan hati kat sana, ramaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaai org org comel, bak kata pepatah tu, apa tu, merembes puki?? hehehehe tapi NO...!! aku tak tergoda sbb aku KONFIDEN ada org kat KL sedang menanti kasih sayang aku.. cehhh cehhh cehhh.. lepak2 kat sana sampai laa kul 3 lebih, pastu balik. Masa nk g Danga Bay tu, si OB ni sms laaa si Azuan, tanya dia, sms dia lebeh kureng macam nie "motip bawak musuh ketat aku balik???" hahahahahah musuh ketat kata nya.. ok meh aku citer pasal si OB nanti korang tak paham plakkk


OB atau nama nya M, dulu dia dok serumah ngan aku kat mlk, kitaorg sewa bertiga satu umah nie, aku dengan sorang hmate nie, study, si OB ni kerja nya dok umah sajok, so semua bil bil dia laa yg bayar kan, sewa umah, api air, internet segala, di pendek kan cerita, duet sewa umah 4 bulan, api air, internet, dia tak bayar...!! duit tu dia buat joli sakan kata nya, pastu dia main blah je dari umah, sempat plakkkkk curi barang aku. adoi. pastu pastu ada plak ceritera buruk ttg si OB nie (amboi gosip sakan aku), si OB nie mem propa semua org, yg konon nya, bapak dia da meninggal dunia walhal, masih sihat walafiat lagi.. ish ish anak apa laa nie, bole di panggil bangsat...!! anak derhaka. so sesaper yg kenal si OB nie, tolong lah berhati2...


ok sambung cerita, lepas balik dari danga bay, balik laa umah azuan, aku plakk kat umah azuan tak reti dok diam, kejap kejap ke toilet, nak ke toilet tu, kena lalu depan si OB sbb dia tido kat ruang tamu, hidop da macam menumpang je dia nie heheheheheh.. sesuaaaaaaaai...! dah tu plak, pintu toilet umah azuan bising. hahahah lagi laa dia stress.. lantak ko laaaa labu. nk buat camna, ko mmg LAYAK macam tu..


ok ok masuk ari sabtu, pergi lunch, dengan azuan dan si OB.. pelik kan, aku depan si OB nie, mmg aku TL (Tak Layan) dia cukup2, aku buat macam dia nie, batu di tepi jalan yg org tak peduli kewujudan nya. makan kat Danga Bay lagi, tapi tgahari takbley cuci mata.. banyak makcik2 dan pakcik2 je.. cehhhhhh pastu tu, balik lunch lepak kat umah. petang tu, si OB Gemok nie kuar, naik teksi uolss. kaya plak dia.. hahahahaha aku dan azuan da mmg merancang, mlm tu nk g tgok movie dengan kak mya dan karen. kitaorg tak bagitau OB ni pon plan kitaorg sbb mereka mereka mmg TL si OB. tapi OB je yg tak paham2.


pergi laa ke City Square, tapi sblm tu, pergi makan sup tulang kat Stulang. huishhhh sedapp yumm yumm, situ pon ramai anak ikan yg comel2.. even tukang amik order pon comel comel. hehehehehe... jumpa si Niel dengan anak ikan dia, si Arun yg malu malu konon. wekkkkkk. lepas makan, g CS laa nk tgok movie.


sampai kat CS, kul 10 15pm, sepatut nya kitaog tgok movie kul 10pm tapi da lambat kan, so diorang beli tiket movie kul 12am. adoi lama nk nunggu. sementara nk nunggu nie, lepak laa dulu kat ruangan hisap rokok kat tgkat 5 tu.


sampai sampai sana, terjuma plakkkkkkkkk dengan si OB Gemox nie. dia pon ada, tapi dia sorang je (kalau org da kaki propa, mmg takde kawan), dia pon tgok movie jugakkkkk tapi nasib tayangan dia kul 11pm. aku pon meng TL kan dia, g mampos sama ko gemok. nampak gemokz itu, aku ngantuk, lepas dia blah, aku segar hehehehe.. sementara nk nunggu movie, apa lagi, camwhore laaaa.. :P


lepas abis tgok movie, kitaorg g makan cucuk2 (atau nama lain nya steambot), masa kat sana, kami berempat, aku ternampak sorang kawan sekolah form 6 aku, lupa nama dia, dia dengan family, aku mmg haram jadah takkan tegur dia.. sbb apa? sbb dia percaya kata org lain yg memburuk kan aku tanpa bertanya perihal sebenar kat aku, makan steambot pon kat situ, ramai anak ikan comel. adoiyai cuci mata je aku nie tiap2 hari hehehehehe.. balik kul 3 lebih am.


mlm tu, kak mya, n karen, tumpang sama tido umah azuan :P wink wink* best diorang ada, tak kering gusi aku nie.. hehehehe


ok ahad.. pepagi lagi si karen ni da menjerit melalak suruh bangun.. bingit telinga, dah laa malam tadi tido kul 4 5 pagi, ni pepagi dia suruh bangun.. ingat kan da tengahari, rupa nya baru pukul 9 30am.. adoi gila meroyan perempuan ini.. nak taknak terpaksa laa bangun.... oh ya, si OB nie, pepagi da kuar umah, ada meeting kata nya.. baru kerja call centre nak meeting2 plakkkk ari ahad..


pukul 1 lebih, kami kuar umah, menuju ke city square sbb aku nk beli kasut.. sampai kat sana, terjumpaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa lagi si Gemok nie,dia ni, ada ada je di mana aku berada. takde life ka???


pastu bole plakkk nk joint kitaorg jalan2 n lunch sama kat CS.. lantak laa. masa makan kat foodcourt, dia nk menghanjeng kan aku, tapi bebudak nie TL dia. yang aku tak paham, si OB ni tak paham2 lagi ke yg bebudak nie TL dia??? atau dia da mmg takde kawan lain, so nak taknak, dia kena jugak tahan kan di TL ? ishh ishhh..


lepas makan, aku pon pusing2 CS cari kasut.. aku nie kalau da bab shopping, lupa semua menda.. hanya yg pernah shopping dengan aku je tau aku nie camna org nya :P aku lupa dunia. aku lupa segala nya.. dan semasa aku tgh shopping, si OB ni tanya kak mya, bole tak dia nk lempang aku (kak mya yg bagitau aku), haaa kalau berani, lempang laaa... kak mya plak dengan baik nya tanya dia, kenapa dia nie macam sakit hati ngan aku, boleh plakkkk dia jawab dia lupa.. aku tau dia actually sentap dan bengang dengan aku. well nak buat camna, da perangai macam hanjeng, kaki kencing, layak laaa hidup macam tu. tuhan balas segala perbuatan dia, dengan dia hidup dalam penuh kebohongan.

lepas abis shopping, kitaorg pon balik, tapi nyempat plakk singgah minum cendol, tapi non-ado cendol nya sbb da abis. adoi. masa lepak2 kat gerai cendol, datang pulakk segerombolan manusia. comel comel group mereka itu.. aiyo ramai org orang comel kat jb, teringin plakkk nak dok jb :P

masa tgh dok minum2, si gemox ni nak balik pulakkkkk... kata nya kawan dia da sampai kat umah, kawan sebontot dia la tu, dah tu, amik budak india. kata nya kawan sekerja, yoOOolaaaaa tu.. watever laa.. ko takde aku pon bahagia.

abis minum minum, terus balik umah azuan, rancangan nya, malam ini, nak ke Beach Club tgok live band, bila malam menjelma, memasing dok depan tv tgok Anugerah Juara Lagu.. aku plakktak minat sangat, so online online biasa je, tapi yang penting, kena tgok performance Yuna. Berhantu lagu yuna tu. lepas tgok Yuna, aku tertido, tak sempat nk tgok saper menang. takpe, azuan bole jadi 'astro' bole tanya dia saper menang.

isnin, pepagi lagi aku da balik melaka, ni skang ada kat melaka la nie. Home Sweet Home

aku dan aku

mengucap kan terima kasih kepada

1. syafieq
2. shahriman
3. fadzali jaafar

atas hadiah yg di berikan, saya sangat sangat suka.. saya masih lagi menanti kan tawaran hadiah daripada

1. saranina ismail
2. muhammad bin izham
3. fardlin izreen

semoga mereka cepat2 bagi saya hadiah kerana ini tahun terakhir kita bersama ya. hehehehe

oh ya, harap2 ibu saya pon akan memberikan saya hadiah sebuah kereta, kerana menurut beliau (di saksikan saranina ismail dan syafieq yg ketika itu berada di Ikea), beliau akan membeli kan sebuah kereta pada minggu ini. jadi saya harap, bila saya balik kluang, kita akan pergi membeli kerta.

terima kasih

the day...

a few hours before my bday, i received one sms.. and it changed my life. completely. im devastated, and speachless, and im clueless.

its 3am and i cant sleep. thinking of that one particular sms. i thought i knew him well but oh GOD...!!! wat am i supposed to do?????? give me strenght. i cant face him.

wat would u do, if a person that is soOoo close to you, accidently sending sms, that it would change ur life, forever. all this image that he build, gone just like that. i know i dun deserved to judged him but, oh GOD...!! help me. im not sure if i can bare this burden.

i'll make it short, i have this one guy, that i know him since i was born. and he married for more than 20 years. then he accidently send sms to me, and that sms contained something that is so shocking and it might cost him, his family. oh GOD..!! i cant imagined wat will happen?? i wanted to confront him but im afraid.

i felt so betrayed. although i always said i dun care, but i do care coz he is part of my life. arghhhhhhhhhhh...!! im in dilemma.. dilemma dilemma dilemma...

p/s: some information is not revealed coz i need to protect this person interest. some fact my change due to a personal reason

sudah broke

huhuuuu saya sudah broke... semalam shopping barangan di ikea, membeli 1 meja study, dan 1 meja utk hadiah perkhawinan Hani.. kemudian malam itu saya shopping di KLCC, saya membeli kot, dan juga barangan Zara (which i still wondering why i bought that thing)..

malam nie, new year, kopak lagi.. adoi adoi... huhuhuhuuu :((

saya seorang yang...

tamak~
suka berebut makanan~
gila kan duit~
kaki serabut~
pandai main squash~
suka cakap merepek~
suka mendengar gosip~
suka karaoke dan suara sedap macam josh groban~
cam whore~
meminati fran fine~
jenis suka merancang plan~
suka cakap benda lucah~
tak peduli jika orang mengata saya~
terover konfiden~
nakal~
tak suka amik tau hal semasa~
suka membebel~
suka memaki hamun orang~
seorang yang menepati masa~
tak suka bersendirian~
teringin berlatih strip pole dance~
tak suka tension~
hyperaktif~
suka membenci orang yg di benci~
suka berenang dan menganggap diri seekor ikan dolphin~
bukan seorang yg peramah~
suka cuaca yg sedang sedang sahaja~

funny...... for me

i laugh while looking at my fren's website in facebook. im a mean mean person.. LoL

fashion tips for men

There are plenty of reasons! Dressing the part plays a major role in many aspects of your life. Think about your work, your romantic life and your day to day activities.It's all about perception,

I've seen many people get promoted simply due to the fact that they have always looked professional. Maybe looking professional didn't get them the job but at least it got them the interview!

Most women also appreciate a man who knows how to dress, it makes them feel like their man is confident and accomplished. Perception is key in day to day activities and the way you dress has a huge impact on it.

It's a proven fact that it takes only 30 seconds for someone to make up their mind on what they think about you. Imagine if you look like a clown? I'm sure you get the picture.We should all take advantage of this and make sure we look our best in our day to day activities in case we have a chance for that special promotion, in case we meet that special someone, or simply just to look and feel fantastic!

here is a list of tips to help you and fashion mistakes to avoid.

1. Socks should match your pants. Easy as 1, 2, 3.
2. Belts should match your shoes. Not every one is color blind like you
3. Never wear both a belt and suspenders. The combination makes you appear less confident
4. Ties should reach your belt line. This is simply the rule. A short tie makes you look like a dufus.
5. Your shoes should be clean, shined, repaired and appropriate for the occasion. If you are wearing a suit, wear lace-up shoes. Don't forget to keep shoetrees in your shoes when you're not wearing them
6. Don't wear a short sleeve shirt in combination with a tie. Actually, never wear a short sleeve shirt period. People have the perception that short sleeve shirts are only worn by lower class people. You can wear one if you want to be a McDonald's manager, not if you want to exude a professional look
7. The Button-Down collar dress shirt is simply not suitable for dressy formal wear nor with a double-breasted suit. Why? Well even though it's now a business classic during the day, it was originally a sport shirt worn by polo players
8. Wear the right size pants ok? Pants are long enough if they have a slight break in the front. Pants should have enough length to cover up your socks, and your socks should be long enough to cover your shins even when you're legs are crossed. Pleats and cuffs both should be treated with respect. Pleats let you walk comfortably while looking professional and help a bigger man look great while cuffs will add weight to the bottoms of your pants sometimes giving them the perfect drape
9. Clashing or too many colors. Do you really want to look like a gay pride flag? Stick to complementary colors (those opposite from each other on the color wheel) or colors from the same pallet. You can find one on the web very easily by searching on google

makan

hari hari makan daging.. komform aku gemok nanti.. bila laaa wei nak gi jogging lagi nie huhuuuhu.. merindui saat saat ke gym dan padang mmu... huhuhuhhu takde teman nak ajak ber excercise sama sob sob* sedihhhhhhhhhhhhhh....!!

suicide place

i was thinking, maybe this is the best place to commit a suicide..

at the lrt train... i think it is cool to commit suicide at such place coz it will make people to afraid to use this transportation. its a jinx. and im gonna lay down, people will look at my body, murming, mourning, cursing, and etc..

the forensic will examine my body there, they gonna use chalk to draft my body measurement, taking pictures, carrying away my body, in a black pasltic beg. and my soul pondering around. a lost soul dunno which is way home.

i wonder, if i died, will people actually missing me? i guess not coz i dun think im nobody. well, maybe my family. but its ok. everything gonna be just fine. sooner or later, they gonna forget me.

the place when im gonna be dead

but before i died, im gonna thax my family and my fren for all the support they showed to me. may i rest in peace....