syhhhhhhhhhh...

well well... its good being me, coz i see some people starting to underestimate me.. hahaha well i guess it wont bite me in the ass coz it wouldnt be my fault if they were wrong about me.. hahaha actually its good coz i loveeeeeeeeeeeee seing them fall down at the end of the day.. hahahaha

oh yessssssss.. a fren of mine told me a law student wont help another law student when it comes to study. i cant agree with him 100% .. well its true that some of my fren doesnt wanna help me when it comes to study but it only 10% of it. and i dun actually care about these people.. i mean i they dun wanna help me, i still have other frens who willing to help me.

and even some of my fren think they are better than me and insulted me. the best way i can do is that i just shut my mouth and keep quiet. well i agree that when in comes to study, im not good than them but i tried my best and so far it went well for me. and i dun mind if they underestimated me, coz HAHAHA ( i laugh at them in my heart) i know my capability so it doesnt matter wat they said about me.

so guys, better watch out wat u were saying coz trust me, when im pissed , i dun show it at the spot but i kept it cool and after a while, when the right time comes, hahaha im sure can be one hell of SARCASTIC, MEAN, ANNOYING guy.. hahah so just watch ur back coz i always watch mine

3 Kingdoms..?? SUX...!!

this is the most sucks movies i'd ever watch.. urggggggggggghhhh..!! i give only 2 out of 5 stars. why? i give credit for the props, custome, and the martial art performed. from the poster and all with outstanding actor/actress, i really thought this will be one of a hell movie. but noOoo its beyond my expectation.. 3 kingdoms, the titled given, but after i watched this movie, hey where's the 3 kingdom? duhhhhhhh its only a fight between Liu's empayar and Cao Ying's empayar.. it doesnt make sense at all...???

and i dun give credit for the storyline coz it only shows, fight fight and fight.. huhuhuhuh so i dun really recommend people to watch this movie. oh yeah Maggie Q is so HOT with her martial art movement..

im looking forward to watch Forbidden Kingdom and Congkak.. hahahaha

danm tired

so damn tired yesterday, after class went to karaoke. i slept from 10 30pm till 5am urghhhhhhhh.. today no class and hopefully the weather is not that hot.. huhuh

oOoo and where's my fren this one fellow? kinda miss having fun wit him laa.. *sob sob.. wei contact me laa so we can boogie woogie again..

one door open, another door closed

you know wat they said..? when one door closed another door open...

tapi for me, when one door open, another door closed. kenapa aku cakap camtu? well recently, aku kenal dengan someone yg kenalkan nama dia sebagai B.. aku kenal B tak lama dlm seminggu dua kot. pastu jumaat lepas aku jumpa B, and kita click, and B dengan aku terus jadi couple. aku selesa berkawan dengan B, for me, B sangat cool, and boleh bertolak ansur, and comel jugak, tu pasal aku terpikat kat dia,

sebelum aku kenal B, aku berkenalan dengan Bantal Busuk, aku jumpa BB sebelum jumpa B lagi. aku pon selesa berkawan dengan BB, so lepas jumpa BB, and kenal utk beberapa lama, aku propose BB utk jadi couple aku, tapi BB tolak dengan baik, sbb nya dia kata dia belom ready nak couple. ok laaa, aku pon tunggu, aku selalu gak chatting ngan BB, tiap kali chatting aku cakap ngan BB, aku suka kat dia, tapi respon BB macam ntah lah, bila tanya dia suka kat aku, dia cakap ntah, no komen, so aku pon tak sure samada BB suka aku ke tak, pada masa tu laaa aku kawan dengan B.

siang tadi BB dapat tau yg aku couple dengan B. dia congrate aku. ok laa tu, pastu BB cakap sesuatu yg buat aku sedih. BB cakap dia taknak kawan dengan aku lagi. sbb nya, aku da berpunya and dia rasa tak best sbb nanti org akan label dia macam2. aku cakap dengan dia, walaupun aku da couple tapi aku tak rasa ia menghalang kita utk berkawan. tapi BB tetap takleh terima.

aku sangat sedih sbb aku sorang yg utamakan semangat kawan, and bila kehilangan kawan aku rasa macam tak best. mungkin BB ingat,aku main main kan perasaan dia dulu tapi dulu aku mmg suka kat dia, da banyak kali aku bagi hint and berterus terang cakap aku nak couple dengan dia tapi dia macam mengelak.

so skang ni, aku dlm dilema plak. aku nk bercouple tapi pada masa yg sama aku nak berkawan jugak. so bila kita couple, perlu ke kita nak korbankan persahabatan, tu yg aku takleh terima. tapi kalau tu da keputusan BB , aku da takleh buat apa2 ar, honestly, aku sayangkan kawan2 aku. and bila kawan2 menjauhkan diri dari aku, aku akan rasa sangat down. down gila babeng punya. so BAntal Busyuk, kalau u baca blog i nie, i nak u tau, yg i tak mugkin akan mengetepikan u walaupun i da berpunya.

i know a bit pasal u dengan ex B, so wat? i tak penah peduli dengan masa lampau sesiapa. i accept people the way they are. i bukan nak mintak u sayang kat i, all i want is that u can be happy for me. and semoga u tak buang i dari hidup u macam tu je. yes kita jumpa sekali je tapi dari perjumpaan sekali tu laaa yg boleh bawa sampai ke mati.

p/s kepada mereka yg ingin berkawan rapat dengan i, sorry i bukan saje nak main mainkan perasaan org, tapi awal2 i da bagitau my style, i akan rapat dengan org lain bila i rasa u guys tanak kat i. so i rasa every each one of u, i da propose but u guys keep on main tarik tali, i penat sangat sangat mengharapkan sesuatu yg i pon tak pasti kalau i boleh dapat ke tak. so bila ada orang want me, and needed me, i'll go them. bukan desperate nak couple but i need someone to love and be loved and i need certainty. sorry sangat sangat kalau u rasa macam i menipu u all.

opsss taken already

sorry folks, im taken already.. hahahah

who asked u guys not to snatch me earlier? well i give u guys so many hint i wanna be urs but it seems u guys have taken a lot time to think bout it.

so no more naughty me i guess

:P sorry

freaking frustrated thursday...!!!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh freaking pissed...!!! i did so badly wit my squash test today, and there's no turning back..!! SHIT....!!! where's the hell people when i need one............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so so so so so frustrated... and THOSE SON OF BITCH OR BITCHESS....!! i dun care if u said my english are so bad..!! FUCK YOU...!!! its my blog.. i will write how i wanna write..!!! so BUZZ OFF...!!!!

hottest dream ever

hahaha last nite i dreamt that i had sex with the HOTTEST female alive in the world.. hey hey guess who...??? she was my idol, my muse my everything, im willing to do anything just to date her... hahahahahha and she is.............................................. miss ANGELINA JOLIE..!!

hahahahha it was fun cool, and exciting meeting in her.. althou it just a dream, its like a dream come true.. hahahaha yup, she was my muse...!! most sexiest woman alive..!!

i think i know why i dream bout her. its because b4 i sleep last nite, i read an article bout her.. hahahaha so this must be it. hahahaha but it was fun to hav a dream of ur MUSE..!! love you angelina jolie..!! and she was HOT, WILD and exciting.. hahahaha

squash competition..??

SQUASH CLUB:> MMU CLOSE SQUASH CHAMPIONSHIPDear all, Squash Club will be holding MMU close squash tournament on the following date: Date : 11th April 2008 – 13 April 2008

Venue : MMU Squash Court Malacca Campus

Category : Male Single & Female

Single Students who are interested can came to our booth on 31 March to 2nd April (CLC Concourse) from 10pm to 4pm to register themselves. Participant must be MMU.

Any requirement, please contact Merlynda Lee 017-6736034 Or Nick Hiew 012-8609490 Thank You. Best Regards, Squash Club Multimedia University (Malacca Campus)

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huhuhuh i wanna joint the competition but little bit scared laaa coz im a beginner. so nervous a bit la...

should i joint or not ya.. ermm ermmm but this is the chance for me to test my ability

routine of the day... weather hot

today the weather is so hot.. but the water in my house is so cold ... huhuhuh freezing man when i take my shower.. huhuhhuh tonite also hot..

this week i got an exam but the funny thing is, i didnt study so much, instead, i read online manga. hehehehe i think im addicted to manga already... by the way, manga is a type of comic book.. the illustration is damn good and nice..

ok it seems the happiness i seek is closer than i think it is.. hehehe so damn happy. but at the same time, i feel scared too..

well this because im so get to use of being single and now im scared to involve in another relationship.. its not that i scared of getting hurt again but i scared if i cant be a good bf like i used to.. im getting used of being naughty.. huhuuu it was fun being naughty.. u naughty wit that person but yet not having an intimate time wit them.. not fooling around exactly but u know intend being naugty like the pegeoun bird.. like the malay said, jinak jinak merpati..?? hehehehe

ok i saw this one cool page.. hahaha i cant believe it till i see it :P check it out at http://thegutterpost.blogspot.com/search/label/Edison%20Chen hahaha forget the edison chen but look at the babe hehehehehe

man this guy is so lucky.. fuyoooOOOOooo... hahahaha

ok wanna go to bed now.. hey look at the time babe, its almost 3.. it past my bed time already.. so going to bed now..

man i wish there will be someone be by my side now..

a dream..?

wooOOOoooaaahhhHHHhh... today i sleep a lot.. last nite, i slept from 9pm to 6am, then 8am to 11am, 1pm to 3pm, and 4 30 pm to 6 30pm.. hahahhahha i think i hav sleep for more than 12 hours kot :P

but the best thing about sleeping is that i got a lot of inspiration.. hahahaha

but the best dream i remembered is that, i saw someone i used to love/ still love has met an accident. he was driving wit another fren, and then stoped by at a warung and when he comes out from the car (he was at the driver seat) he was being hit by another car.. huhuhuhuh so sad.

then i woke up from the dreams but i still inside my dream, its like a dream in another dream..

ok then i was in my class. and i heard an argument, a gal she was pregnant and she called her bf informing him she was pregnant. she was talking loudly and walking out from the class..

suddenly i was in a hostel. i saw that gal she was chatting wit her fren, and suddenly a plumpy man, wearing baby blue baju melayu, knocking on her door. i think he was the warden, he said he heard wat happen to the gal and they talked.

after he finish talking wit that gal, i came across him and ask for his advice. i told him that i dreamt that someone i loved/used to love was going to die in an accident. i told him i dreamt bout this twice and no matter wat i do he still going to die.. and surprisingly he told me this,

"if he's going to die, it is a fate. no matter wat you do, he is still going to die. you just had had him (her) so let things be the way they are."

i was shock to hear him say that. and i was crying in my dream. i was so sad. then i woke up from bed.

i sat on my bed and think bout the dream. they say, a dream is just a dream. but for me, if i dream something and i can remembered it clearly, then it must meant something. so i think the meaning of my dream is like this.

ok i admit i like someone. but no matter how hard you tried to be wit him (her) and if he was not meant to be wit you, you cant do nothing bout it. just let it go. there's lot of other people waiting to be wit u. so just learn to let something go.

well its true thou coz right now, in my heart, i cant let my past go away. im still holding onto it. i know its not good but i'll try to let it go. step by step..