wonderfull wednesday

yesterday, went dating with my lover.. oh i was in kl since tuesday.. oh damn nice got to spend time with my lover. we hang out, jalan jalan.. althou its fasting day, it doest stop us from jalan jalan. we met in times square.. before i met my lover, went to the salon in times square to cut my hair..

huhuhuhuh and my lover said i look like singaporian kiasu.. waaaaaaaaaa...!! after this gonna wear my snow cap laa... huhuhu.. then we went to Lot 10 to buy food for buka.. we ate at the Lot 10 food court.. damn nice eating there just the two of us. we talked a lot of things. gossip bout people and some other stuff..

it was the most memorable moment for me and i really need it.. i was so stresss in mlk, thats why i went to kl. for me, i made the right decision went to kl. now im back in mlk already..

hopefully i can meet my lover again. huhuuhu miss u already and i really really love you..
my love for u is undescribeable.. ..

A Lonely September

I'm sittin' here all by myself

just tryin' to think of something to do

Tryin' to think of something, anything

just to keep me from thinking of you

But you know it's not working out

'cause you're all that's on my mind

One thought of you is all it takes

to leave the rest of the world behind

[chorus]

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

`

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself

that you're not the one for me

But the more I think, the less I believe it

and the more I want you here with me

You know the holidays are coming up

I don't want to spend them alone

Memories of Christmas time with you

will just kill me if I'm on my own

[chorus]

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back,

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I know it's not the smartest thing to do

we just can't seem to get it right

But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight

One more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar

But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far

I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you

Oh please, baby won't you take my hand

we've got nothing left to prove

[chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

`

And I didn't mean to meet you then

we were just kids

And I didn't mean to give you chills

the way that I kiss

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did

No, you didn't mean to love me back

But you did

A Lonely September

by

Plain White T's

sometimes..

sometimes we have to face our problem on our own... no one will be there for us.. i feel so down tonite and i dunno why.. sometimes i feel like to run

fastinggggg...

huhuhuhuhu i dunno how may days i fasted already.. today im really thirsty.. huhuhu i wanna drink...!!!!!!!!! really.. huhuhuhuh my mouth dried already.. huhuuuhhu ... someone help me get through this...!!

weekends..

huhuhu im sick since friday.. urghh.. maybe coz i miss u sooo much.. huhuhu and im sickk waaaaaaa...!! just stay at home, sleeping all day long.. huhuhu and today is my dad birthday, happy birthday to you dad. sorry didnt buy u anything coz im broke.. huhuh still sick.. im going back tomoro morning.. huhuhu
i missssssss u soOOo muchhhh....! baby come back to me..!! love u soOOo much..

relief..

im so relief to hear that u arrived safely in kedah.. all i can do now is wait for u..

love..

waaaaaaaaaaa... im gonna miss u very much..!! i wanna follow you to kedahhhhhh..!! love, i miss u like hell.. huhuhuhu. love, if its true laa there's no connection or coverage over there, how am i suppose to call u? huhuuhuh i wanna talk to u every single day.. huhuhu im gonna miss u.. i know right now u're on ur way to kedah, but i really wanna accompany u.. i dun wanna let u go there alone..!! huhuhhuuh i dun care if i had to walk 45 minute to reach ur kampung, im willing to do that.. huhuhu dun stay there for a long time ya.. coz i'll be missing u like crazy..

thank you..

sayang, thank you for telling me wat to do and wat not to do.. i will keep that in mind.. i'll do anything for you.. cause i love u sooOo much.. i really do..

fake..

(sigh).. everywhere i go i saw fake people. trying to be nice but actually not.. aren't they tired being fake all the time.? i know its none of my business but i feel pity for those who being told lie by these fake people.. sometimes i want to jump into their conversation and tell them "NO..! its a lie..! Dun believe every word he/she said.. I know the truth.." (sigh).... but i cant do that. its like i wanna show off. thats not me. im a lay low type of person.. but sometimes being modest is hard.
should i tell them the truth..? but by telling the truth will hurt and cause more complicate to things that already complicated.. well watever laaa im trying hard not to think of it.. and yeah man, u are so self-destruct and i likeeeeeeeee... BooOoooyyaaahhhhhHHhhh...!!

sigh

people just dun understand me and i hate when they expect me to understand them all the time.. im tired.. im tired of understanding other people. why cant they understand my feelings.. life is full of surprises.. and im tired of it

kring .. kring..

i got new alarm clock.. hehehe baby blue in colour.. got ultraman picture some more :P

there's a moment..

there's a time when we need to be alone, and there's a time when we need someone to be by our side.. thank god i found that moment.. each time when im around u, i felt so warm and needed.. miss u already.. cant wait to meet u again. thax for giving me a good memories..

3rd day fasting..

yesterday, i arrived kl from malacca.. abang fuad and abang hyqcarl fetch me in hentian serdang, then we went to zerri's house to break our fast.. bloody damn full. 12 bungkus nasi lemak, 3 pieces of karipap, 2 pudding (i think coz it looks like pudding), 3 samosa, 2 nasi pulut, 1 green kuih, 1 roti john, and kurma just for the 4 of us.. huhuhuh
after buka, we went to uptown, my 1st time there, hyqcarl got me an alarm clock which i really needed.. hehehe thax luv u.. muahhh muahhh muahhh.. hehehe. we went jalan jalan there till 2am.. huhuhu damn tired.. finish jalan jalan there, they send me back to my most dwarf best fren huhuh RUZAIDEe... upon reaching his place, i str8 away on my laptop and watched movies that i borrowed from zerri earlier on. i borrowed 3 movie, kuntilanak, final destination 1, and a murder case .. by the way, huhuu cant watch kuntilanak laaaa and a murder case?? i was cheated by the cover of the cd. the cover shows something like vampire or dracula but the story is actually bout stupid people who killed children just to eat their lungs or something like that.. not scary at all and bOOoo yaaaa.. BORING..!! oh oh but final destination was ok.. i prefer the 2nd one. much more realistic.
ok finish watching those 3 movies, it didnt ends there, i continue watching another 2 movie which is the simppppppppson.. and blacksheep. i love the simpson family. huhuhu damn funny laaa. morale of the story in the simpson, dun be a father like Homer.. wat a LOSER but still got good things bout him.. FINALLY he realize that family is important.. well good for u Homer. and for blacksheep.. huhuhh i dun recommend anyone to watch this kind of movie.. CRAP..!!! lucky im not a big fan of sheep.. im a vege lover.. hehehehe
ok i finish watching that movie till 6am and i forgot bout my sahur.. huhuhuhu but still ok coz i had nite snack with abang hyqcarl, abang fuad and zerrie at 1am just now.. so ok laaa.. huhuhuh but thirsty laa...
ok wanna get ready now. going to times square to buy books at the boarders.. huhhuuhuu

who's being selfish now?

huh just leave all the things to me and lynn.. guys come on.. u guys should know never abandone ur group mate.. lynn has no problem but its a big deal for me. i dun leave my fren ok.. never will. but huh kinda disappointed with u guys..
dun dare say u guys hav problem.. all of us have problem. only we didnt show it. u guys just leave it everything to us. without no explanation and all..?? come on laaa.. is this one way to show how great fren u are.. ?? think bout it.. who's being selfish now? u guys might say im making a big deal of this, hey im thinking bout the future, not the present. well u guys a big enough to think wats the best for u guys.. i personally dun like a fren who dumped a fren with no reason..
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...!!! how embarrased i am facing mr. Aqiel today..!!

sahur on 1st day..

warghhhhh.. huhuhuhu woke up at 4 30am.. i thought i woke up late, it turns out i woke up early.. huhhuhuh eat my nasi paprik daging. huhuhuh tastelss.. huhuhuh still wanna sleep.. sleepy laa.. zzZZzz...

selfish..?? ramadhan..??

im selfish..?? how can people say im selfish? ahaks, i may be greed but selfish? ahaks just wanna make me laugh.. oh come on people, all of us are greed right? that is one of the 7 deadly sins (thats wat they called lah) but hmmm people telling me im selfish.. well so far, as im corncern, only 1 people called me selfish, the rest of my fren, they dun hav problem with me. so does it matter wat he said bout me? there's no freaking way im gonna take wat he said bout me. i am me. cant bare my attitude, so buzz off. hohohoho still cant forget.. may be forgiving but not forget. that is one thing bout me u should know, i can forgive but not forget. the damage has been done. how can u easily forget bout things that hurt u the most? huhuhuhu it takes time to heal. so at this moment, let me bitching bout u in front of other people.. wahahahaha.

forgiving during ramadhan? yes told ya, i can forgive but i cant forget. it is hard to let go.. haishhhh .. very hard laa being me... huhuhu

yeay got tv

yeay, thax to remy, my room mate, finally our house gonna have tv.. yeay.. can watch tv.. hehehehe

u talk crap

u talked crap.. i cant believe a word u said anymore.. it just annoying when u keep on telling bout ur past.. of God..!! stop it plz.. just shut the hell up..!!

han han han jenggggg

huhuhuuhu tadi kereta rosak masa on the way nak ke tesco..!! tak guna sunggguh..!! apa ni kak intan, dah laa aku dapat kereta tayar pancit, pastu lepas betulkan, kena plak bayar sewa kereta satu jam.. huhuhhu tak patut sungguh tau..!!! tension nie.. huhuhuhu


tengok penat aku cuba pasang tayar nie. huhuuhuh


sangat sangat penat huhuhuh.. haaa ni tgh pusing pusing nat tayar tu.. habis berpeluh... dah ler baru nak baik demam nie.. still batuk2 tapi muka tetap ceria.. hehehe


ops takleh jadi sbb susah sangat, terpaksa panggil mekanik.. hehehehhehe ehhh betul ke aku yg betulkan kereta tadi.. kui kui kui... takde laaa ... nak suruh aku betulkan tayar kereta?? dalam mimpiiiiiiiiiiiiii laaaaaa.. mana pandai beb.. hehehe huhuuhu kopak rm25 betulkan kereta, nasib bley claim dari kak intan.


huhuhuhu ok ok nasib petang tu da ceria sket sbb pi main bolingggGGgg dengan lynn dan nina dan matt... heheheh walaupun takde mood ni nak main tapi layankan jerrrrrrr sbb nina da paksa main boling..

me, nina and lynn.. yezzaaa the trio partner in crime.. hehehehe

me and the most beautiful gal in my eyes.. lynn (wei im not a pervert ya) just expressing my opinions.. is that statement a pervert..?

me and ninaaaaaa at the bowling alley..

ehhh i just use malay for the 1st time in this blog.. hahahahha watever. malaysia is a free country, multi racial, multi language, hehehehe i love being malaysian..

PD.. PD.. PD.. PD...!!!

ok here i am.. after finish the merdeka, i went to kl coz im going to PD with my fren.. hehehhe yahooOoo . i woke up at 5.00am .. i repeat 5.00 am just to bake cookies for my love one.. see i love you tau, willing to wake up early in the morning just to bake u cookies.. finish baking cookies at 6 30am and my bus is at 7am.. huhuhuh i quickly take my shower and wake remy's up and asked him to send me to malacca central.. lucky we arrived MC in time.. i took a 7am bus and arrived kl at around 9am.. lucky there was no jammed and all in kl..

upon reaching kl, i went my fren house, didie..!! he was sleeping when i arrived at his place. take a nap there then around 10am ++ abang fuad called me saying they reached cempaka already to fetch me, after fetching me,we went to get zerrie and later str8 away to ampang tesco..

i really thought they hav buy all the materials/ingredients for BBQ the nite before.. ok we spend almost 2 hours to buy stuff in tesco. we bought lots of chicken, drinks, fruits and other stuff.. oh hyqcarl got himself a portable sleeping air mattres.. nice laa queen size and u can bring it anywhere while abang fuad bought a barbeque set.

finish shopping, went to bangi to prepare the chicken and all, i helped them by cleaning the chicken while abang fuad and abang hyqcarl prepared the marinate stuff.. no instant instant marinate ya, all hand made.. half an hour later, martin arrived at abang fuad's place. so he asked zerrie to follow martin to PD 1st so they can booked nice spot.. we knew during that day there will be lots of people camping in PD..

we reached PD at 5pm. after reaching PD, i str8 away help abang fuad set up the barbeque set which he bought earlier. while some of the participant set up the tent.

heishh.. sorry i didnt take lots of pic for this trip only 2.. huhuhuuh rugi laaa.. eh eh by the way, for ur information, this picture, im the one who took it ya..

nice tak the view?

another one

ok everything ready around 7 and they already panggang the chicken .. hehehehe people still keep on coming. finish toast the chicken around 9pm and husz manage to arrive on time for us to hav dinner.. yeahhhh .. people are enjoying the night eating the chick, and salad (made by abang mie).. hehehe

after finish eating, some of us jump into the water. yeay..!! including me.. i know im unwell but still i dun wanna miss this. hehehe we played throwing ball in the water. my group consist me,abang qirran, abang fuad, zerrie, martin, and i cant remember who against husz team consist husz, leha, amir, and somebody else.. huhuhuuh althou they lack one team members, but they still kick out butt. hahaha we lost..

all of us had fun.. sorry no bond fire.. huhuuhuhuhuh after finish swimming session, its time for introduction session.. each of us introduce ourself.. ehh forgot to mention, this bbq is open to public so we met new people here.. hehehe

ok that nite, almost half of the group went back and only me, abang haikal, abang fuad, zerrie, martin, husz, leha, and joe stayed back, we camped at the PD.. that night i took the oppurtunity to hang out with abang haikal.. huhuhuh we jalan jalan till very far laaa.. wahahahaha

urghhhhh we slept around 2am.. huhuhuu later that nite, it was raining heavily... husz and joe who slept outside at the 1st place, had to joint us in the tent.. husz slept in my tent while joe slept in martin's tent.. huhuuhu i was sick already by then..

the next day, we went to mLk.. hehehehe althou im sick but i pretend not to be one.. huhuhhu but cant hide it from haikal,fuad and zerrie, they know im sick.. coz my face looks gloomy.. huhuhuhuhuhuuuh dun wanna talk anymore laaaaaaaaaaa im sickkk huhuhuuhuhu.. till next time.. huhuhuhuhuuhuhhuhuhuhuhu im sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk...!!!

in mlk.. me, haikal, zerrie, fuad and martin

erkk citer tergantung.. taknak sambung