- Blackberry Torch
- Ipod Iphone
- A set collection of Ken Hirai's album
- a Kitten (upon approval from my Housemates)
- Nike shoes, the green and yellow one
- a great body :P
Friday, December 31, 2010
Monday, November 22, 2010
but the problem with me, is that i dun have a reason for not trusting them, but of course after they betrayed the trust i gave them, i wont believe them anymore.
now im taking full responsible for the mistake that i made. yeahh of course people will tell me to blame them (those who lied to me) but what can i do? if i call them up, definitely they will deny everything.
so after this, i will be very cautious and everything is for me, myself, alone.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Steps 1: Attraction - This is how you met people, because of the attraction, you being attracted with either the same sex or the opposite sex.
Steps 2: Bargaining -The topic that you need to talk with the people since they will be too close to them
Steps 3: Submission - It shows everyone falling for the person that they are doing things with.
Steps 4: Perks - The benefit you'll gonna get when you're going out with someone
Steps 5: Tipping point - The climax of the 'date'
Steps 6: Purgatory - Any condition or place of temporary punishment, suffering, expiation, or the like, after you went through the 'tipping point' stage
Steps 7: Confrontation - After a while you will need to confront with those people explaining that this relationship should end
Steps 8: Fallout - the consequence after the confrontation (either the other people can take it well or can't handle it well)
But, looking back at the platinum rule, I think there's a 9th Step. We'll call it COEXISTENCE. It's the moment you realize that all that anger and resentment just isn't useful. And you start to let go of it. And move on with your life. It just takes a while." It shows the groups of people co-existing in the world.
taking advise from How I Met Your Mother
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Friday, July 9, 2010
Monday, July 5, 2010
but i dun take them seriously. i know what im doing and im very sure of what i am doing.
but the funny thing is, every single words i told them, turns to gold. it means that, wat im saying is right. im not bragging myself, but i see how foolish people can be. they said bad things behind my back, but at the same time, they use my words for their benefit.
aaahhhhh.. the world is getting uglier. i know that. but i kinda like it this way. coz if you cannot survive, then you're dead. only the strong win. but then again, only the smarter knows how to be strong.
i wasnt born with good looks, or having an intelligent mind, or having the strongest body. but i think im smart in certain ways. i know when to start some, when to stop, and when to be greedy.
many people underestimated me, just because im a laid back person, doesnt mean i do not know whats happening around me. i do. but i just dun bother bout it. but if they make a fuss in my territory, then they'll know how fierce i can be. i dun show my act, i'll gonna do it slowly without any sympathy.
soon. and soon when im capable of doing things on my own, i mean when im working, i'll just proceed my plan. i have lots of things in mind that i wanna do. im gonna make them beg for me, and trust me, when i hate someone so badly, im gonna make sure they wont receive any good treats from me. and thats my promise..
Saturday, June 12, 2010
- Golden Globes, January 2009: "I am pretty sure I'm a doppelgänger for Alan Alda. I'm a tranny. I'm a man."
- FHM, June 2007: "I forget to flush the toilet. Friends will tell me, 'Megan, you totally pinched a loaf in my toilet and didn't flush.'
- GQ, September 2008: "Olivia Wilde is so sexy, she makes me want to strangle a mountain ox with my bare hands."
- New York Post, November 2008: "I'm obsessed with [Zac Efron]. What you don't know is that Zac and I are the same person. It's like Janet and Michael [Jackson]. We are the same person."
- Esquire, May 2009: "Let me tell you what it's really about. High School Musical is about this group of boys who are all being molested by the basketball coach, who is Zac Efron's dad. It's about them struggling to cope with this molestation. And they have these little girlfriends, who are their beards. Oh, and somehow there's music involved."
- GQ, October 2008: "If you eat Chinese food, your farts come out like Chinese food. If you eat Mexican food, your farts come out like Mexican food. And milk, it's like—you can smell the warmth in the fart."
- Comic-Con, July 2009: "I would eat Rob Pattinson so that I could steal some of that pretty. I wanna be pretty like he's pretty. I want that James Dean, that sexy-ass hair."
- Esquire, May 2009: "I have no question in my mind about being bisexual. But I'm also a hypocrite: I would never date a girl who was bisexual, because that means they also sleep with men, and men are so dirty that I'd never want to sleep with a girl who had slept with a man."
- GQ, June 2009: "When you think about it [actors are] kind of prostitutes. Other people are paying to watch us kissing someone, touching someone...It's really kind of gross."
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Sunday, May 30, 2010
tapi apa yg si lawyer mampu beri kepada si arkitek? si lawyer hanya mampu memberikan kata kata yg indah kepada si arkitek. tapi setakat kata kata, boleh kah menjamin kebahagiaan? haaaa sbb itu laa si lawyer kena membuat perjanjian hitam putih.. waaaaa gheetooo kata nya.
anyway, tak kisah laaa.. arkitek pon arkitek laaa.. yg penting, sama sama happy ..
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Monday, May 17, 2010
and thats how i get things i want.. i relied heavily on flirting gameplay. i learned this from whom? from PARVATI from survivor fans v favourite and survivor heroes v villains contestant.
she showed me that flirting is the key to control people and the key to be on top. so people, there you go.. my tips on getting to top :D
Sunday, May 16, 2010
- baru beli laptop baru
- exam da abis
- mlm tadi spending time dengan coursemate sbb pasnie tak jumpa diorang lagi
- last week jadi pengapit utk my fren
- sedang mencari teman
- baru lepas joint majlis doa selamat kat umah jiran sebelah
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Monday, April 19, 2010
Monday, April 12, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Sunday, March 28, 2010
- Naddy, cried over her make up and hair, coz she's not satisfied with it eventhough everyone is in love wit her hair and make up
- Lynn didnt do her hair due to time consuming
- I changed 2 outfit :P
- Ammar won Legal Idol
- im in love with performance by K Fatimah n frens singing 'Nobody'
- The food was sOoo damn good expecially the lasagna
- Sara almost had wardrobe malfunction
- Final Year student are so United and Cool and co-operate with one another
- Saw bunch of cute juniors which Sara and matt not allowing me to flirt wit them :D
- Dasha attend the event on last minute (with fucking sexy dress)
- Deyanna Saifuddin brough her bf and brother which i found cute by doing such thing (just love the family bond thing)
- Rozarina and Carol sang together (was shocked to see carol singing like that, thou)
- most happening table, of course Jason's table coz they have TOBY on their side
- Saw Mdm Flora and husband (first time saw her husband in public, kind good looking too)
- Matt, Sara and me slept in room 1313 (sounds creeppy with 1313 numbers)
overall, i really had a blast spending the nite with my frens and i dun regret attending this event coz this might be my last event and seing my dearest classmate
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
the first time we met is on 1st may 2009...~
since then, every morning, sharp at 10am i'll be infront of my lapi and wait for you to online..~
but now sayang, u're gone....
and i'm sad coz, you left me without goodbye...
you are so beautiful yet so strong..~
thats what i like about you..
why you end this so early...
now i dunno what to do without you in the morning..
you light up my day, and night...
i look up at you every night and day..
its hard to say goodbyee.,
but thank you for everything
i miss you, mikami..
i shall read you over and over again.
my truly favourite manga....
a tribute to Ghost Sweaper Mikami from onemanga.com
Saturday, March 20, 2010
3. make sure he is dead and drag him to car
4. put him inside the car, where no one can see the dead body5. make sure u have partner in crime
6. eliminate your partner so there can be no witness, also steal her money
lastly: be the sole survivor
morale of the story: when u committed a crime, make sure no trace was left behind.. heheheheheh
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Monday, March 15, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Friday, March 12, 2010
Thursday, March 11, 2010
weekend lepas, aku ke kl, melepak kan diri di sana, berjumpa kawan kawan. kitaorg citer2 la pasa muzik, dan tetiba masuk suara org sedap.. Jaclyn Victor, punya suara nada tinggi, Ning Baizura tak mampu nk menyanyi nada tinggi, Siti Nurhaliza plak, banyak menang album terbaik tapi lagu terbaik, cuma skali je menang.. camna tu?
Monday, February 22, 2010
Friday, February 19, 2010
there, he met Amber and through all the way to final 2 with her..
Type: Party - House Party
Start Time: Thursday, February 25, 2010 at 8:00pm
End Time: Friday, February 26, 2010 at 1:00am
Location: Naddys House, BBP Block C.
Ever wonder how I lived ?? I am finally opening my door to you.Potluck to celebrate the CNY. This is the chance to show your culinary skills and feed us! No dresscode no burden to impress us on your fashion skills ! Come as you are!! ;))) - I am willing to change time based on your requests. This date is not fixed. So any comments and requests ,feel free to express.
back to reality..
now im playing with my
what a loser~
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
biasa nya, susah tidor sbb aku rasa keseorangan.. lonely feeling
terasa diri nie macam single plak..
single ke aku?
kalau aku berpunya, biasa nya aku senang tido
bila rasa single je, susah nk tido..
aku rasa rimas..
tido sorang sorang..
ni baru lepas buat air milo panas..
hopefully lepas ni, dapat tido.
ni petua petua omputih,
kata nya, lepas minum hot chocolate,
boleh tido da..
cuba je laaaa
Monday, February 15, 2010
Friday, February 12, 2010
Goal: To condition your entire core
Frequency: Four times a week
- Get into a push-up position with your forearms on the floor.
- Lift your legs and torso up off the ground so that only your toes and the flats of your forearms remain on the floor.
- Keeping your back neutral and your belly button pulled in, hold this position for 20-60 seconds.
- Repeat for 3-5 sets.
Killer Move: Butterfly Abs
Goal: To work your deep abs while getting a flat, sexy stomach
Frequency: Four times a week
- Sit comfortably on a gym mat or carpet with your legs crossed. Using your arms to support you, slowly lie back until your body is flat, keeping your legs crossed.
- Place your hands under the nape of your neck for support. Inhale through your nose, and raise your chest a few inches off the floor while exhaling through your mouth. Your chest should be moving up toward the ceiling, not bending forward to your knees. This should be a smooth, controlled motion.
- Repeat 25 times, and as you progress, move up to 50 times.
- Tip: Do not push your head with your hands as this puts you at risk of injuring your neck. The purpose of your hands is to keep your head in alignment with your back and shoulders. You don't want to curve your back.
(courtesy of yahoo.com)
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
i think fame is harder when people have something to hide, but I`m very comfortable, and have nothing to hide.. by nicole Richie
I don't believe in guilt, I believe in living on impulse as long as you never intentionally hurt another person, and don't judge people in your life. I think you should live completely free. by Angelina Jolie
When you're young you believe it when people tell you how good you are. And that's the danger, you inhale. Everyone will tell you you're a genius, which you are not, and if you understand that, you win. by George Clooney
I'd rather be black than gay because when you're black you don't have to tell your mother... by Charles Pierce
A woman is the full circle. Within her is the power to create, nurture and transform.... by Diane Mariechild
Monday, February 8, 2010
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Till now I always got by on my ownI never really cared until I met youAnd now it chills me to the boneHow do I get you aloneHow do I get you aloneHow do I get you aloneHow do I get you aloneAlone, alone
Thursday, February 4, 2010
maka saya sangat jeles.. terima kasih..
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Sunday, January 31, 2010
i want you to know that im freaking bored at home. the weather is so hot today. i hope someone can take me away today.
please take me to an ice-cream shop. i wanna go to McD and eat their ice-cream sundae. right now im listening to adam lamber: for your entertainment. i hope someone can entertain me :(
fucking freaking bored
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Thursday, January 28, 2010
benar ku mencintaimu
kau bilang tak pernah bahagia
kau dustakan semua
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
- arghhh.. lantak lah encik lipas, lalu aku menyambung kerja ku, mengadap komputer sambil tengok porn. sedang aku sibuk melayari porn, encik lipas muncul kembali, tapi kini dengan ego nya, dia berada di atas meja ku.
(watak utama: encik lipas)
tewas di tangan aku
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Monday, January 11, 2010
setiba nya aku kat jb, si azuan nie pon amik aku, dia datang dengan karen (bukan nama sebenar), amik aku kat hentian larkin, pastu ajak aku g makan kat mana ntah. kat kedai makan tu, jumpa plakkk si kak mya, mona dan kawan nya. lepas tu, kitaorg lepak2 kat karaoke diva. heheheh karaoke lagi, ari tu baru je g karaoke kat redbox :P Diva ni, ada 2 cawangan je, satu kat jb, satu lagi kat shah alam, ni tempat kerja mona.
balik dari karaoke, kul 2 30am, aku balik si umah azuan. haaa sampai sampai je umah je, terjumpa plaaaaaaaaaaaaaakk Ratu Propa yg bernama samaran Orang Baru (dia ni propa tak konfiden so TL), terkejut si OB nie nampak aku. hehehehhe ada kisahhhh dengan si OB nie, kang aku citer ya. pastu tak sampai 5 minit kat umah azuan, kak mya dan karen call, ajak makan kat Danga Bay kata nya. so lepas letak barang2 semua, teruuuuuuuuuuuss ke Danga Bay,
aiyoooo makan hati kat sana, ramaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaai org org comel, bak kata pepatah tu, apa tu, merembes puki?? hehehehe tapi NO...!! aku tak tergoda sbb aku KONFIDEN ada org kat KL sedang menanti kasih sayang aku.. cehhh cehhh cehhh.. lepak2 kat sana sampai laa kul 3 lebih, pastu balik. Masa nk g Danga Bay tu, si OB ni sms laaa si Azuan, tanya dia, sms dia lebeh kureng macam nie "motip bawak musuh ketat aku balik???" hahahahahah musuh ketat kata nya.. ok meh aku citer pasal si OB nanti korang tak paham plakkk
OB atau nama nya M, dulu dia dok serumah ngan aku kat mlk, kitaorg sewa bertiga satu umah nie, aku dengan sorang hmate nie, study, si OB ni kerja nya dok umah sajok, so semua bil bil dia laa yg bayar kan, sewa umah, api air, internet segala, di pendek kan cerita, duet sewa umah 4 bulan, api air, internet, dia tak bayar...!! duit tu dia buat joli sakan kata nya, pastu dia main blah je dari umah, sempat plakkkkk curi barang aku. adoi. pastu pastu ada plak ceritera buruk ttg si OB nie (amboi gosip sakan aku), si OB nie mem propa semua org, yg konon nya, bapak dia da meninggal dunia walhal, masih sihat walafiat lagi.. ish ish anak apa laa nie, bole di panggil bangsat...!! anak derhaka. so sesaper yg kenal si OB nie, tolong lah berhati2...
ok sambung cerita, lepas balik dari danga bay, balik laa umah azuan, aku plakk kat umah azuan tak reti dok diam, kejap kejap ke toilet, nak ke toilet tu, kena lalu depan si OB sbb dia tido kat ruang tamu, hidop da macam menumpang je dia nie heheheheheh.. sesuaaaaaaaai...! dah tu plak, pintu toilet umah azuan bising. hahahah lagi laa dia stress.. lantak ko laaaa labu. nk buat camna, ko mmg LAYAK macam tu..
ok ok masuk ari sabtu, pergi lunch, dengan azuan dan si OB.. pelik kan, aku depan si OB nie, mmg aku TL (Tak Layan) dia cukup2, aku buat macam dia nie, batu di tepi jalan yg org tak peduli kewujudan nya. makan kat Danga Bay lagi, tapi tgahari takbley cuci mata.. banyak makcik2 dan pakcik2 je.. cehhhhhh pastu tu, balik lunch lepak kat umah. petang tu, si OB Gemok nie kuar, naik teksi uolss. kaya plak dia.. hahahahaha aku dan azuan da mmg merancang, mlm tu nk g tgok movie dengan kak mya dan karen. kitaorg tak bagitau OB ni pon plan kitaorg sbb mereka mereka mmg TL si OB. tapi OB je yg tak paham2.
pergi laa ke City Square, tapi sblm tu, pergi makan sup tulang kat Stulang. huishhhh sedapp yumm yumm, situ pon ramai anak ikan yg comel2.. even tukang amik order pon comel comel. hehehehehe... jumpa si Niel dengan anak ikan dia, si Arun yg malu malu konon. wekkkkkk. lepas makan, g CS laa nk tgok movie.
sampai kat CS, kul 10 15pm, sepatut nya kitaog tgok movie kul 10pm tapi da lambat kan, so diorang beli tiket movie kul 12am. adoi lama nk nunggu. sementara nk nunggu nie, lepak laa dulu kat ruangan hisap rokok kat tgkat 5 tu.
sampai sampai sana, terjuma plakkkkkkkkk dengan si OB Gemox nie. dia pon ada, tapi dia sorang je (kalau org da kaki propa, mmg takde kawan), dia pon tgok movie jugakkkkk tapi nasib tayangan dia kul 11pm. aku pon meng TL kan dia, g mampos sama ko gemok. nampak gemokz itu, aku ngantuk, lepas dia blah, aku segar hehehehe.. sementara nk nunggu movie, apa lagi, camwhore laaaa.. :P
lepas abis tgok movie, kitaorg g makan cucuk2 (atau nama lain nya steambot), masa kat sana, kami berempat, aku ternampak sorang kawan sekolah form 6 aku, lupa nama dia, dia dengan family, aku mmg haram jadah takkan tegur dia.. sbb apa? sbb dia percaya kata org lain yg memburuk kan aku tanpa bertanya perihal sebenar kat aku, makan steambot pon kat situ, ramai anak ikan comel. adoiyai cuci mata je aku nie tiap2 hari hehehehehe.. balik kul 3 lebih am.
mlm tu, kak mya, n karen, tumpang sama tido umah azuan :P wink wink* best diorang ada, tak kering gusi aku nie.. hehehehe
ok ahad.. pepagi lagi si karen ni da menjerit melalak suruh bangun.. bingit telinga, dah laa malam tadi tido kul 4 5 pagi, ni pepagi dia suruh bangun.. ingat kan da tengahari, rupa nya baru pukul 9 30am.. adoi gila meroyan perempuan ini.. nak taknak terpaksa laa bangun.... oh ya, si OB nie, pepagi da kuar umah, ada meeting kata nya.. baru kerja call centre nak meeting2 plakkkk ari ahad..
pukul 1 lebih, kami kuar umah, menuju ke city square sbb aku nk beli kasut.. sampai kat sana, terjumpaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa lagi si Gemok nie,dia ni, ada ada je di mana aku berada. takde life ka???
pastu bole plakkk nk joint kitaorg jalan2 n lunch sama kat CS.. lantak laa. masa makan kat foodcourt, dia nk menghanjeng kan aku, tapi bebudak nie TL dia. yang aku tak paham, si OB ni tak paham2 lagi ke yg bebudak nie TL dia??? atau dia da mmg takde kawan lain, so nak taknak, dia kena jugak tahan kan di TL ? ishh ishhh..
lepas makan, aku pon pusing2 CS cari kasut.. aku nie kalau da bab shopping, lupa semua menda.. hanya yg pernah shopping dengan aku je tau aku nie camna org nya :P aku lupa dunia. aku lupa segala nya.. dan semasa aku tgh shopping, si OB ni tanya kak mya, bole tak dia nk lempang aku (kak mya yg bagitau aku), haaa kalau berani, lempang laaa... kak mya plak dengan baik nya tanya dia, kenapa dia nie macam sakit hati ngan aku, boleh plakkkk dia jawab dia lupa.. aku tau dia actually sentap dan bengang dengan aku. well nak buat camna, da perangai macam hanjeng, kaki kencing, layak laaa hidup macam tu. tuhan balas segala perbuatan dia, dengan dia hidup dalam penuh kebohongan.
lepas abis shopping, kitaorg pon balik, tapi nyempat plakk singgah minum cendol, tapi non-ado cendol nya sbb da abis. adoi. masa lepak2 kat gerai cendol, datang pulakk segerombolan manusia. comel comel group mereka itu.. aiyo ramai org orang comel kat jb, teringin plakkk nak dok jb :P
masa tgh dok minum2, si gemox ni nak balik pulakkkkk... kata nya kawan dia da sampai kat umah, kawan sebontot dia la tu, dah tu, amik budak india. kata nya kawan sekerja, yoOOolaaaaa tu.. watever laa.. ko takde aku pon bahagia.
abis minum minum, terus balik umah azuan, rancangan nya, malam ini, nak ke Beach Club tgok live band, bila malam menjelma, memasing dok depan tv tgok Anugerah Juara Lagu.. aku plakktak minat sangat, so online online biasa je, tapi yang penting, kena tgok performance Yuna. Berhantu lagu yuna tu. lepas tgok Yuna, aku tertido, tak sempat nk tgok saper menang. takpe, azuan bole jadi 'astro' bole tanya dia saper menang.
isnin, pepagi lagi aku da balik melaka, ni skang ada kat melaka la nie. Home Sweet Home
Thursday, January 7, 2010
- fadzali jaafar
atas hadiah yg di berikan, saya sangat sangat suka.. saya masih lagi menanti kan tawaran hadiah daripada
- saranina ismail
- muhammad bin izham
- fardlin izreen
semoga mereka cepat2 bagi saya hadiah kerana ini tahun terakhir kita bersama ya. hehehehe
oh ya, harap2 ibu saya pon akan memberikan saya hadiah sebuah kereta, kerana menurut beliau (di saksikan saranina ismail dan syafieq yg ketika itu berada di Ikea), beliau akan membeli kan sebuah kereta pada minggu ini. jadi saya harap, bila saya balik kluang, kita akan pergi membeli kerta.
Monday, January 4, 2010
its 3am and i cant sleep. thinking of that one particular sms. i thought i knew him well but oh GOD...!!! wat am i supposed to do?????? give me strenght. i cant face him.
wat would u do, if a person that is soOoo close to you, accidently sending sms, that it would change ur life, forever. all this image that he build, gone just like that. i know i dun deserved to judged him but, oh GOD...!! help me. im not sure if i can bare this burden.
i'll make it short, i have this one guy, that i know him since i was born. and he married for more than 20 years. then he accidently send sms to me, and that sms contained something that is so shocking and it might cost him, his family. oh GOD..!! i cant imagined wat will happen?? i wanted to confront him but im afraid.
i felt so betrayed. although i always said i dun care, but i do care coz he is part of my life. arghhhhhhhhhhh...!! im in dilemma.. dilemma dilemma dilemma...
p/s: some information is not revealed coz i need to protect this person interest. some fact my change due to a personal reason