aku dan kamu

tatkala kita bergembira.. ada yg berduka. kalau kita sentiasa bersuka kena sentiasa beringat, kegembiraan takkan kekal selamanya, tapi selagi kita masih bernyawa, pastikan kita mengisi masa kita dengan penuh bermakna..

tadi aku bersama teman teman, lynn dan matt pegi menonton wayang. citer kungfu hip hop, waktu tgh tgok movie tue, aku teringat kat kawan aku sorang yg sedang berduka. kalau aku berhampiran, akan setiasa aku temankan dia agar dia tidak kesunyian. tapi apa kan daya, dia dok jauh, so aku cuma boleh berharap yg dia tabah menghadapi saat saat yg sukar ini. tuhan lebih mengetahui.

aku tak pernah kehilangan sesaper so aku taktau apa perasaannya, tapi tahun ni, aku kehilangan nenek yg telah kembali ke rahmatullah. masa dapat berita tu, aku kat mlk. mak ngan ayah suruh balik tapi aku balik lambat dan tak dapat menjenguk arwah nenek aku utk kali terakhir. walaupun aku takde laa rapat sangat dengan arwah nenek tapi aku terbayangkan ttg ayah aku yg kehilangan emak dia yg tercinta.

kemudian aku termenung dan memikirkan, bagaimana satu hari nanti kalau aku kehilangan salah sorang ahli keluarga aku? ntah laaa.. skang ni, aku pon akan sentiasa cuba spend masa dengan mak ngan ayah supaya aku tak nyesal apabila apa apa berlaku nanti. kita tak tahu bila kita akan pergi jadi lebih baik kita cuba luang kan masa sebanyak yg boleh.

arielle, kalau hang baca blog aku nie, dah dah hang jangan sedih sedih lagi, tak baik mengenang dia yg sudah pergi, tak tenteram roh nya nanti. skang ni kita cuma doakan semoga dia di tempatkan dengan golongan golongan yg beriman k.

jangan lupa u masih punya mak dan ayah serta ahli keluarga yg lain. teruskan hidup denga tabah demi mereka, aku yakin, diorang pon taknak tengok anak anak diorang terlalu sedih sangat. jadi tabah kan hati ya. Al-Fatihah utk adik mu dan juga mereka yg telah tiada.

you have me

sometimes, it doesnt hurt to know that there are people who actually cared for you. no matter where you are, or what you do, just remember yourself that you are not alone. a good fren will always be by your side no matter what. dont keep it for yourself as it will hurt you more. just share it wit a good fren of yours.

and good things will always come. remember, there's always a rainbow after a rainy day. things will get better. i dunno how or when but God wont dissappoint us. so have some faith ya.

MISSING FRIEND

description : jappanese face look, short, plumpy, size cup B, long hair, fair skin

last seen : July 9th, 2008

this girl has been reported missing. if anyone've seen her, please lodge a report to the nearest police station. or call me.

thank you

becarefull coz she is a mad woman.

about me...

myprofile ok dunno what to put in here! im just your average guy really, bit of a nutter / crazy im told, do more or anything for a laugh, i believe life is for living, not slowly dying doing the same thing day in day out, like going to new places and experiencing new things. i choose my friends carefully and i love them all lol! currently studying to become a legal advisor though with every lesson i go to i wanna pack it all in, though i suppose no one likes a quitter, which is one reason why i wont give up sex, jokes! :) oh and in case you hadnt noticed i do play jokes on people and talk utter rubbish and crap!

mydesire is to be with someone whom i can rely on.. regardless his phisycal outlooks.. i look something in someone.. something that is it.. the it thing.. hahahaha

my appearance age: 23
gender: Male
sexuality: Bisexual
ethnicity: Asian
height: 5'7" - 170cm
hair: Black
eyes: Black
body type: Average
body hair: Smooth
tattoos: None
piercings: None
endowment: Ask Me
circumcised: Yes
role: Versatile
my lifestyle star sign: Capricorn
relationship: Single
living: Alone
have kids: None
want kids: Yes
income: Student
politics: Middle of the Road
faith: Islam
drink: Never
smoke: Never
drugs: Never
safe sex: Always
health: HIV-
my ideal gender: Ask me
height: 5'8" - 173cm
age: 22 to 40
wanting: Travel Partner - Friendship - Relationship - 1-On-1 Action
my languages English - Malay
my interests leisure: Arts & Crafts - Clubbing - Hiking - Movies - Music - Travelling - Camping sports: Cycling - Racquetball/Squash - Swimming - Running - Bowling
music: R & B - African

adult interests
i'm into: Vanilla - Anal Sex - Body Contact - Bondage / Discipline - Groups - Kissing - Massage - One-on-One - Oral Sex - Underwear - Water Sports

hahahahah mati laa aku lepas nie

pasal kawan saya

Azuan si Tukang Gunting telah meninggalkan melaka pada 20 july 2008 pada jam 2 45pm. Saya pon tak pasti kenapa dia tinggalkan kota melaka tapi mungkin dia mempunyai masalah peribadi so saya pon takmau masuk campur laa..

ok saya cuma nak ceritakan pasal si azuan saje kali nie

Azuan si Tukang Gunting, pernah bekerja di bank rakyat, recently dia bukak kedai gunting rambut a.k.a Leonyx Salon di BB Bazaar di buk beruang melaka, seorang mak ayam yg gigih dan mudah TL org.

pernah mengenakan saya, tapi dia tak kedekut duit sbb dia selalu belanja saya makan dan tgok wayang bila saya takde duit. seorang yg baik tapi perangai ada sikit diva laaaa.. tapi orangnya ok dan tahu utk mengukur keupayaan nya sendiri.

malam tadi malan terakhir saya bersama dia di melaka, pada mula nya dia ingin membelanja saya tgok movie kuntilanak akan tetapi, oleh kerna ayah saya sudah bank in duit, maka saya pon membayar balik tiket yg telah di beli oleh Azuan Bekas si Tukang Gunting itu.. tayangan bermula pada jam 11 50 malam, dan sementara nak menunggu tayangan bermula, saya Azuan Bekas si Tukang Gunting dan cousin dia, pergi lah berjalan jalan di jonker, kami jalan kaki dari dataran pahlawan.

suasana di jonker sangat meriah kerana penuh dengan org orang yg cute dan comel comel lotte.. sangat seronok kuar bersama sama Azuan kerana ini malam terakhir dia di sini.. huhuhuuhu.

perkara yg takkan saya lupakan ttg Azuan Bekas si Tukang Gunting ini, dia feeling feeling diva mak ayam, kawan baik kepada QUEEN of TL, Karen, ada kereta comel, kelisa, dulu ada Salon Leonyx tapi da tutup sbb dia pindah balik jb, ingat lagi masa gunting rambut kat kedai dia, cis dia nak sangkak kan saya, huhuhuhuhu tapi nasib leh cover lagi.. hehehehehhe dan Azuan punya Ko##k besar. hahahahahhahaha kelasssssssssss mak ayam sorang nie.. opss... hahahahha

semoga dapat jumpa dia lagi.. ayat yg dia selalu gunakan, "tenkiu noks"

kuntilanak 3

The kuntilanak curse continues as Samantha struggles to find meaning behind her strange powers. We join the story when a group of youngsters, Darwin (Mandala Shoji), Asti (Imelda Therinne), Herman (Reza Pahlevi) and Petra (Laura Antonietta) travel all the way to Ujung Sedo in their mission to track lost friends Stella (Laudya Cynthya Bella) and her fiancé. En route, they meet the cursed Samantha (Julie Estelle) and together they confront an evil shaman with bad intentions. With the help of a little girl named Yenny (Cyndi Valerie), they battle to the bitter end.

my review.. damn scary, it scared me like hell, good storyline, MUST WATCH.. and be prepared for the scariest nite in ur life... MUCH MORE SCARIER than jangan pandang belakang.. MUST WATCH 10/10 stars

menda yg berlaku mlm ini

tadi baru lepas meronggeng dengan lynn dan matt... sepatutnya ada kami berempat tapi cik sara nina terpaksa pulang ke pangkuan ibu nya kerana dia asma.. ibu nya datang ke mlk utk menjemput sahabat saya itu.. perempuan itu mmg kerap kena sakit sbb itu ibu dia datang ambil dia.. lain kali je ya kita hang out sama sama.. sementara itu mari saya explain apa yg telah berlaku utk menjeles kan anda..

tadi kami makan di Alai.. makan sea food.. cuma makan sotong dan udang sahaha.. sotong tepung dan bakar serta udang salai.. sangat sedap secara so so laaaa . masa makan hujan turun tapi itu tidak menghalang kami utk tidak makan. kami sental sahaja makanan yg di hidangkan.. abis makan, MOHAMAD a.k.a MATT bayar.. dia belanja kami.. kalau saya tau, saya nak amik ikan pari atau ikan paling besar utk masak makanan 3 rasa. lagipon MATT bayar so saya sangat suka kalau dapat makan ikan 3 rasa..

abis makan, kami meredah hujan menuju ke kereta dan terus menghala ke karaoke SINARAN. kami banyak menyanyi, tapi malam ini mood kami kureng kerana cik SARA NINA takde sekali.. so nyanyi jela.. walaupun cik SARA NINA takde, kami menyanyi dan telah membayar 53 ringgit utk sesi karaoke. sangat mahal kan. hahahah terlebih nyanyi kot.

kemudian cam whore kat karaoke sinaran.. kemudian kami balik.. kini saya sangat ngantuk dan mahu tido.. terima kasih..

i want

everyday i woke up alone.. with no one by my side.. i dun want that.. i want when i wake up in the morning, there will be someone by my side and even if that person is not by my side (coz maybe they live far away from me), i want someone to sms me in the morning and care for me..

ohhhhhhh when will my time come? how i wish that dream can be fulfill

precious

i hav lost something precious in my life.. and that is the meaning of LOVE...

well well i cant say im not falling in love again coz i believe that everyone is destined to be wit someone but i just cant find the true meaning of LOVE.

can anyone tell me what is the meaning of LOVE? hey hey im not desperate in looking for love but now i just cant find the true meaning of LOVE.

new rules in town...

hey hey i aint follow anyone rules anymore.. from now on, i make my own rules. so whether u like it or not, i dun give a shit..

i've had enough of taking care other people's feeling without considering mine, now its all about me. sorry folks, if u want me, u hav to come for me.

fuck u all people. and boys just wanna have fun.. i'll follow my own way..

and i ain't afraid of losing anyone.. anymore

balik kampung

ya saya sudah pulang ke umah saya di kluang utk habiskan masa weekend saya dengan family..

setiba nya saya di rumah, saya kemas kan bilik dan buang barang yg tak berguna di bilik air saya.. kini saya gembira kerana bilik saya sudah lapang dan kemas....

i cried for real

for so long i havent cry and finally i cried few hours ago.. witnessed by a good fren on mine Miss F. i was devastated after being betrayed by the person i trust the most. no matter how bad i am, i will never ever play with other people's feeling and heart.

yeah so it was a joke and im being blindsided but here we are talking bout my feelings. i told u guys bout my problem and yeah i do look happy like i dun hav problem but does u guys know wat i felt inside me?

so yeah i do acted happy, crazy and fun but i do hav my sensitive part inside me. i trusted my fren but if i was being betrayed, it doesnt feel good at all. i think u guys know that im still sad bout E after E treated me that way (by the way i dun blame E coz i believe strongly believe it was my fault) but u guys still make fun of my feelings. u give me hope, and u crushed it like that. wanna know wat it felt? it felt like u was having high, very high expection in having a good time, and suddenly it was crush just like that.. snapp..!

and yeah i did cried for wat hav happened tonite. and im not sure wat will happend in the future...

thank you thank you

saya amat bersyukur kerana diri saya tidak pernah bersendirian.. saya seorang yang amat takut bila bersendirian, tapi saya bersyukur kerana di mana jua saya berada, masih terdapat mereka yg berdiri di sisi saya.. 1 pergi 4 kembali. itu lah perumpamaan nya..

maka kini saya tidak lagi mengeluh bersendiri, kerana masih terdapat mereka yg memberikan sokongan kepada saya dan sudi berada di sisi saya..

terima kasih