a dream..?

wooOOOoooaaahhhHHHhh... today i sleep a lot.. last nite, i slept from 9pm to 6am, then 8am to 11am, 1pm to 3pm, and 4 30 pm to 6 30pm.. hahahhahha i think i hav sleep for more than 12 hours kot :P

but the best thing about sleeping is that i got a lot of inspiration.. hahahaha

but the best dream i remembered is that, i saw someone i used to love/ still love has met an accident. he was driving wit another fren, and then stoped by at a warung and when he comes out from the car (he was at the driver seat) he was being hit by another car.. huhuhuhuh so sad.

then i woke up from the dreams but i still inside my dream, its like a dream in another dream..

ok then i was in my class. and i heard an argument, a gal she was pregnant and she called her bf informing him she was pregnant. she was talking loudly and walking out from the class..

suddenly i was in a hostel. i saw that gal she was chatting wit her fren, and suddenly a plumpy man, wearing baby blue baju melayu, knocking on her door. i think he was the warden, he said he heard wat happen to the gal and they talked.

after he finish talking wit that gal, i came across him and ask for his advice. i told him that i dreamt that someone i loved/used to love was going to die in an accident. i told him i dreamt bout this twice and no matter wat i do he still going to die.. and surprisingly he told me this,

"if he's going to die, it is a fate. no matter wat you do, he is still going to die. you just had had him (her) so let things be the way they are."

i was shock to hear him say that. and i was crying in my dream. i was so sad. then i woke up from bed.

i sat on my bed and think bout the dream. they say, a dream is just a dream. but for me, if i dream something and i can remembered it clearly, then it must meant something. so i think the meaning of my dream is like this.

ok i admit i like someone. but no matter how hard you tried to be wit him (her) and if he was not meant to be wit you, you cant do nothing bout it. just let it go. there's lot of other people waiting to be wit u. so just learn to let something go.

well its true thou coz right now, in my heart, i cant let my past go away. im still holding onto it. i know its not good but i'll try to let it go. step by step..