''you're too naughty, too flirty, too childish, not serious in having relation, arghhh you wont be too long in any relationship, you're a whore''
thats the words from people who always describe me. but do they actually know me..? just because i acted naughty does it mean i am one? just because i am flirty does it mean all my life gonna be a flirtatious? if im not serious in having any relationship, then why im doing all the effort to be wit someone? hey hey im not the type of guy wasting my time and money for nothing. im not gonna play sms and show care to someone if i just wanna play people's heart.
and well i guess history tells it all. i've had a relationship for 4 years before this and is that a sign of people who just not so serious in wanna have any relationship? well i dunno wat to say anymore then.
i think i may be come out too strong in the eyes of my fren. they saw me being naughty, wit seing me jumping around on people's lap and started having fun, laugh. but there's one problem. i only hav fun with my fren. its not like i wanna kiss them and invite them to bed .. like duhhhhhhhh the fun is wit among fren je kot. cant i hav fun, laugh wit fren.
ok being flirtatious... hmmmm now i wonder how can people said im being flirtatious? as far as im concern, i dun kiss randomly wit other people. the far that i can do is just saying to other's "you're cute" thats it kot. if i saw people who is cute and gorgeous, im not gonna lie, i just tell them, they're cute. its the truth
and by having fun, they said im a whore? hahahaha well think again, did i sleep wit different people? NO.. did i kiss randomly? NO .. did i follow wat others tell me to do? NO .. so just think bout it. im not gonna say this to them who actually do all the above, i will just kept quiet and let them talk. and till today, i dun think i step across the boundaries where i can lose my dignity.
so wat do they expect from me? sitting in couch like a good boy, pretend nothing happen. if people come just say hi and thats it? if i do like that, where's the personality in me? where's the outgoing person in me? i will lost me
i dun wanna lose me. i am me. and people actually believe wat others tell them bout me. oh well if the jury has spoken, the audience will believe and accept the verdict but one thing for sure, if they do get to know the real me, then im sure, the judgement in them about me will totally wrong.
hey hey, this wasnt the 1st time people mistaken bout me, there's one time, when i worked as a prt time in this shop, i helped my co-workers lending her some money, and few weeks later, i quit my job coz continuing study, and i heard stories, that she told other people i pretended to be nice and that i was a bad person.
well i now i dun mind wat people think about me coz hey one finger pointed at me, the other nine, will point at themselves.. thats why i dun judge people at 1st sight.which i normally do but and plus im a type of guy who doesnt actually care wat other people said. so it doesnt bother at all. but i do feel bother, if i wanna get to know someone, and others tell to this person things that are not true about me and spoil my relationship. but then again, if this person or anyone who wish to get to know me better, make ur own decision. dun let others get in ur way. coz if u listen to others without getting to know the truth, well then may be you dun deserve to know me. ahhhhhh now i feel a bit calmer after expressing my feeling in my own blog..
and well i guess history tells it all. i've had a relationship for 4 years before this and is that a sign of people who just not so serious in wanna have any relationship? well i dunno wat to say anymore then.
i think i may be come out too strong in the eyes of my fren. they saw me being naughty, wit seing me jumping around on people's lap and started having fun, laugh. but there's one problem. i only hav fun with my fren. its not like i wanna kiss them and invite them to bed .. like duhhhhhhhh the fun is wit among fren je kot. cant i hav fun, laugh wit fren.
ok being flirtatious... hmmmm now i wonder how can people said im being flirtatious? as far as im concern, i dun kiss randomly wit other people. the far that i can do is just saying to other's "you're cute" thats it kot. if i saw people who is cute and gorgeous, im not gonna lie, i just tell them, they're cute. its the truth
and by having fun, they said im a whore? hahahaha well think again, did i sleep wit different people? NO.. did i kiss randomly? NO .. did i follow wat others tell me to do? NO .. so just think bout it. im not gonna say this to them who actually do all the above, i will just kept quiet and let them talk. and till today, i dun think i step across the boundaries where i can lose my dignity.
so wat do they expect from me? sitting in couch like a good boy, pretend nothing happen. if people come just say hi and thats it? if i do like that, where's the personality in me? where's the outgoing person in me? i will lost me
i dun wanna lose me. i am me. and people actually believe wat others tell them bout me. oh well if the jury has spoken, the audience will believe and accept the verdict but one thing for sure, if they do get to know the real me, then im sure, the judgement in them about me will totally wrong.
hey hey, this wasnt the 1st time people mistaken bout me, there's one time, when i worked as a prt time in this shop, i helped my co-workers lending her some money, and few weeks later, i quit my job coz continuing study, and i heard stories, that she told other people i pretended to be nice and that i was a bad person.
well i now i dun mind wat people think about me coz hey one finger pointed at me, the other nine, will point at themselves.. thats why i dun judge people at 1st sight.which i normally do but and plus im a type of guy who doesnt actually care wat other people said. so it doesnt bother at all. but i do feel bother, if i wanna get to know someone, and others tell to this person things that are not true about me and spoil my relationship. but then again, if this person or anyone who wish to get to know me better, make ur own decision. dun let others get in ur way. coz if u listen to others without getting to know the truth, well then may be you dun deserve to know me. ahhhhhh now i feel a bit calmer after expressing my feeling in my own blog..
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