painful

life is so painful for us when being ignored by people around us.. i wonder why they do this to me. i'd always be there for them and now they treated me like this. this is reality. it is too good to be true. all i can do is to make sure i dun feel sorry for myself.. slowly by slowly i'll regain my strength to move on with this life. i havent give up hope yet in life coz there is still much more to offer and be discover by me. i've seen people suffered.. they are much more worst than wat i feel right now. i always tell myself that things happen for a reason. i might be alone but without knowing it there will always someone watching me from far.